That the Lord have mercy on me for my sins and restore my mental clarity. For my son and his salvation and for my family and friends whom I have ruined my example with.
He didn’t protect me when I was sexual abused by multiple men. He wasn’t there for me to stop it. I’m ruined and damaged now. Jesus I’m angry. How can I trust you knowing that my life is ruined and you allowed it! They are forgiven. But my purity and goodness is gone. I can’t wash away this sin...
In July/August of 2023, I started hearing voices faintly that were openly taunting me by speaking to me in my environment, especially via anything that can be modulated by electricity such as air conditioners, fans, refrigerators and basically anything electrical. The less devices such as those...
Dear God, Someone is always trying to ruin my day. And when they do, it is hard for me to “shake it off” or “let it go” and move on because I know the person that yelled at me or gave me trouble is forever angry at me. This is also a carry on ptsd from childhood in which everyone I make an...