When I asked Jesus into my heart, I wanted to do the right thing, and even more than that, I wanted to go to heaven. I still hear the Gospel Message presented that way. "Do you want to go to heaven when you die?" When you logically think about it, this life is hard, and it is awesome to have something way better to look forward to. But I think we a lot of times tend to fall away from Jesus because we really don't love him on a deep level. At least that seems to be a problem that I'm facing. Logically I know that I should, but why can't I get emotionally attached to Jesus? I think people do this same thing to other people. I love you for what we have in common. Or I love you for what you can do for me. It all centers around "Me". Even this prayer request centers around me. I'm confessing, and I'm asking that you will pray that the Holy Spirit transforms my heart so that I can say I love Jesus in a deep way. Not just as someone who can keep me out of hell and get to heaven. But truly deeply love Him for who He is. I think that is what He desires out of all of us.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.