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itsdee
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Learned on thanksgiving my fiancé had another relationship and child born the same day (but 3 years later) than our child. Our kids share a birthday. She was mad that he was with his family and not her, mad he kept her secret, so she called and shattered my world. I have not ate in almost 4 days. Finally yesterday, I ate. I was given a 7 day dose of anti-depressants. I find it hard to concentrate at work. I want to just move on. I can’t. I need help, because I know this isn't what GOD wants for me. It can’t be. But I need to heal, be strong, and stop thinking about things I have no control over. The devil is lie. He can’t win or destroy me this birthday. Please pray for my heart, spirit, my kids, my health, and my finances so I can move. I need to move on, and face being alone. I can do it, I just need prayer. I need a strong heart, peaceful spirit, and balanced mind. God will do the rest. Pray I can forgive, and move on and not be bitter, or vindictive.
