Adam, you are doing just fine. Take it day by day until you can take it week by week. I quit drinking Feb. 23, after having drank for 14 years....and I haven't wanted a drink since. You are ready to quit and the only thing to do is just don't drink. Keep busy, stay focused on our Father in heaven always, don't worry if you stumble, just get back up and continue on...we are all sinners and have fallen short of Gods glory. So don't beat yourself up for any reason. God is on your side, so it doesn't matter who is against you. Greater is he that is in me than he that is in the world. God bless you Adam, my prayers are with you brother. By the way, life gets so much better, you will enjoy things you had forgotten about for so long...give it some time brother.