Anonymous
Beloved of All
This past year has been a emotional roller coaster. Right now in my life I am at a point where I am angry. angry at everyone, and god. I'm miserable. I act it, show it, and express it. my relationship with my wonderful girlfriend has become a issue due to my issues and how I am anymore. I'm just not happy. I'm the most streaaed, worried, and negative person ever I feel like. I work for family dollar, and they treat me like crap. the pay is terrible and I barely pay my bills. I know that's life but when you live off $20, or less a week and have to ask your girlfriend for help ALL THE TIME you lose your pride. I have no respect for myself. I feel like a loser. I withdrew from college. I have no money. my bills are piling up. I'm at a dead end job. I just am not happy with myself or life and its ruining everything.. I try to find a better job but there is always something bad that happens and I'm still suck. I just want my prayers to be answered. I feel like maybe I'm not worthy, or important enough? there is only so much someone can take and I don't know how much more bad I can take.. I have no faith. I have anger, pain, stress, and hate. when will I get a good day? I can't take too much of these bad days. someone please tell me that life isnt always this crappy.
