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Bonilla1983
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I am requesting prayer for help in oovercoming my doubts about my husband and my jealousy. Why do I keep thinking that circumstances made him chose me as his wife? I know he loves me but the thought of him still harboring feelings for a woman he dated for 1 1/2 years and wanted to marry are tormenting me and I know that's not good because I am expecting a child who needs a strong mother. This woman moved away to another city and he says that things were over between them but when she found out I was pregnant and we were getting married she told our pastor she gave our marriage only one year. I am trying to not think of her as she is no longer a part of his life but the thought of him dating her so long and marrying me after only 6 months of marriage (because I was pregnant)... it makes me wonder. He wanted to marry her but she wanted to wait 5 years. He says he longed and petitioned the Lord for a wife so he could serve Him with clean hands. I don't know what to do or how to overcome this jealousy and hurt anymore.