Charmaine A
Humble Prayer Partner
I am in pain my brothers and sisters.I know I must hold on to my JESUS!Yes I have faith although it is as small as a mustard seed.Can stomach cancer hurt so much!I cry with blood tears,but I hold on.My spirit is excited but my flesh is weak.It look like my family gave up,but I am not giving up!It all started with that dissapointment I had.Can you believe 2005 I met a good man at church when I gave my heart to the LORD. Anthony teach me about GOD'S oracles,fast and prayed for the sick,win souls for the LORD.We did seek GOD'S face,pray without ceasing for 5yrs,cook food for the children.JESUS was in us,GREATER IS HE THAT IS IN ME THAN HE WHO IS IN THE WORLD!Than he proposed mariage and than he just backslide with alcohol and women.I loved him allot,and than my spiritual life was no more the same.He ripped my heart out,turned my suppernatural into natural.I cried for this 2yrs my pillow wet everynight,and than hate acrivate in me towards him and that is wher I got the stomach cancer bitternes.I released Anthony because my 2 daughters need me,Chirlene and Chirlane.Can Christians really hurt you so much.We had a DIVINE,INTERMATE RELATIONSHIP with the LORD.I dont know when last did I hear GOD'S VOICE.I want youl to PRAY for me PLEASE and for my children and Anthony.I PRAY in my mind because the chemo make me snap or forget what I PRAY!I Love you all who read this.I did miss youl allot!May GOD BLESS YOUL IN JESUS UNIQUE NAME!!!From Charmaine A Thankyou for loving me!Pain is daily!
