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Mindful777
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Im overqualified for my job, but Im doing a great job and my boss still thinks he can not hire me permanently because he is unsatisfied with unspecific tasks. Its a feeling he has that I do not fit in the organization. I was so shore the Lord gave me this job. Unfortunately, I have been in love with him since the first minute I saw him. But now it is fading away since he is acting very irresponsible. I have tried so hard not to show this since he is married. I am so ashamed, confused and scarred all at the same time. Tomorrow I need to go on a businesstrip abroad with him for three days. I dont want to leave my children to get to know other offices since I am going to get laid off in the end of the summer as I have been given signs on. I am starting to do silly type errors etc. due to this. He also has a control issue which is hard to work with. I should just get out because my self asteem is getting lower and lower every day. But the job is very well payed, and I have debts. Please God give me a word. I have benn layed off two times in the past five years, so now my world is once again shaken. Please forgive me for beeing in this mess. Please help me get a new job miraculesly in the name of Jesus. Amen.