In repentance and rest is your salvation
In quietness and trust is your strength (Issiah 30:15)
God sometimes takes away things we love because those things we have are going to lead us to a dangerous place I call the brink of destruction. So listen to the fear in your heart ask, pray and if you are unable to pray then something in your life now has gotten you away from God. If you can start going to church. Gods inheritance is his people and He will NEVER allow his people to be taken away from him, Salvation is accepting God through Jesus Christ because if you do not, you will die, Like kook at your life before you came to God the destruction that were happening, some even you could have died had it not been for God.
I understand that your girlfriend is not saved perhaps tomorrow she will she does not need to get to the point of 'brink of death' to know tell her the truth and compel her from her heart perhaps that is why there is so much fear in your life and things seem to be unraveling from the streams, If anyone is not For God, He is Against God (devil not the person but is in sin)
'In the presence of God, wickedness (evil the devil) flees' (Leviticus 26:37)
So how can the enemy live with Holiness just in the same way where light is there is no darkenss, either you decide to switch off the lights or switch on the lights together. Perhaps that fear in your heart that you will loose your girlfriend is your natural inbuild radar from God letting you know it is His nature not to allow the devil to take you. Becuse believe me the devil only purpose is to kill, destroy and steal and Jesus only purpose is the save us from dying.
The longer you live in this sin the more things are going to be taken away from you because the devil is stealing from you- so God cannot bless you any further because He knows it will just be stolen. Sometimes in his love and thought He longs to bless you with this new Job and a more he cannot because if will just be stolen from you by the devil to be used to advance his purposes which are to kill, destroy and steal.
Your father wants to bless you so bad everyday he wakes up in the morning and asks himself how can I bless my son:
"Yet the Lord longs to be gracious to you:
He rises to show you compassion." (Isaiah 30:18)
Come back to me God says,
'Because you have rejected this message,
relied on oppression
and depended in deceit,
this sin will become for you
Like a high wall, cracked and bulging,
that collapses suddenly in an instant.
It will break into pieces like pottery,
shattered so mercilessly
that among its pieces not a fragment will be found
for taking coal from a hearth
or scooping water out of a cistern'
(Issiah 30:12-14)
I tell you this and rebuke you in love, from a person who has been robbed of my blessing by Saturn or the one called devil I tell you the truth come back to God in prayer and quickly explain to your girlfriend not preaching to her just telling her the facts and she will turn to God if not draw your line, a wealthy man can never higher a person He does not trust to mange his wealth, He soon will become poor. Why think God says HE despises sin, not us sin because he can see that the deceiver (devil) will come and steal from you, so God will not give you and when you loose it know it is because it was stolen and you did not even ask the thief to leave, you encouraged him to take from you by indulging in sin.
I urge you in love from some one who has been robbed of the things I hold dearest my source of income and possession of a car and now much older starting again head my counsel for it is given in love- some journeys need not be embarked on turn around tell God what the problem is He will help you but you must be willing to pray for help.
Here is a prayer say it everyday at midningt for God to guide you and protect what you have your Job for the next 1 week say this prayer at the midnight hour and fast by skipping any meals from midningt to 2:00pm the following day so you are only missing breakfast and having a late lunch.
God does not want to take your girlfriend from you or your Job He gave them to you for a purpose so they may be safe- like you are from the deciver He love your girlfriend HE is so happy she came into the light that was shinning in you now let your light shine, influence her by living your life unto God, show her by the way you honor GOd and live your life and eventually she will come to the light no one likes beeing in the dark you stumble and fall everyday. So when she sees you be happy that God has saved you through salvation.
Gods speed!
