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mrs1midgette
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i am feeling depressed cause i missed out on an opportunity for a new position i applied for and i was interviewed and offered position but i had a family emergency come up where my mom told the family she had cancer and had a surgery scheduled and then my husband left home for a few days and i was worried cause i didnt know if he was a live or dead and my kids kept asking me was daddy dead like my brother which was killed in april of this year and that has had an impact on me so i missed out on my job cause my paper work wasnt turned in on time and the thought i didnt want the position so it was filled and i just beat myself up cause i wasnt focused and now school is here i have no money and bills are due and im 26 yrs old feel like a failure and i have nothing to fall back on i dont have an education and i cant seem to give my kids there own home i feel like god dont hear my crys or my prayers and i need some doors to be opened i believe but when you get one let down after another or one tragedy after another its hard to keep faith please pray for me and my family
