Justin Philip Pomaika'i Laybon Nagasawa
Humble Servant of All
I'm afraid that bible study might be affecting my social skills and expectations. I'll still try to commit to the holy bible by writing it, in hopes of my benefit. I have thoughts about vigorously exercising instead of fasting because fasting just leads to more weakness, and I'm not mentally strong enough to complete the fasting. I don't have the willpower to complete such extended fasting. I am afraid of death and aging and poverty, that I hope Jesus saves me. I hope Jesus helps me to get over my lost friends. Is there a reward for completing the 40-day fast? I think of exercising and eating to strengthen myself instead of extended fasting.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.