Jesus, please help me

[Justin Philip Pomaika'i Laybon Nagasawa]

I'm 27 and am writing the holy Bible. I have typed the full holy Bible; it's faster than writing. I have a fear of my parents or grandma or others dying. I don't mind if I die, though, because of reading prayers saying that death leads to eternal life. I had read the casualty lists from the Korean and Vietnam wars, and some of the fatalities from Iraq and Iran. I had thoughts about joining the army. I don't qualify for the army because it says I have to be off prescription medicine for 12 to 36 months. I am prescribed fluoxetine and risperidone. I had given away my money after reading the book of common prayer prayers and thanksgivings, and it had oaths to poverty. I am financially stuck, but my parents are providing for me. I feel kinda lonely sometimes, and am dreading the death of family members. I had wondered if I should learn the Hawaiian language because I am in Hawaii. I had thoughts that maybe in heaven they speak Hawaiian in Hawaii. I had other thoughts about learning Japanese. I know I should strengthen my English language skills. I had somewhat suicidal thoughts that if I learned Hawaiian or learned to drive, then I would be closer to heaven and thus God might kill my body and rapture me. I have a lot of anxiety sometimes, and writing the Bible seems to calm me. I am not working. I have an anxiety about being forced to work. I have an anxiety that points me towards the holy Bible. I think I should finish writing the holy Bible in English before pursuing other focuses such as work, or grammar/mathematics studies. God Jesus, please help me. I was hoping to be able to write 12 chapters per day and/or walk 12 miles a day. The exercise helps me to focus, but I haven't been able to get into the daily habit of exercise. God, please help me to sleep 8 hours, and then maximize my time awake during the next 16 hours. I would like to improve during this free time in providence. I had hopes that my body would be prepared for military service if it's called, I had thoughts about joining the military as an occupation because of the holy Bible. I hope God prepares me. I have been trying to quit watching porn and wasting time. I'm kind of afraid that I'll die a virgin at 27. I don't really have dating experience, and am not confident in myself as a husband because I don't have a driver's license. I had hopes to vigorously study or vigorously exercise. Jesus, please give me curiosity that helps me to study the good things that would help me. I had some thoughts about going to Japan, but I doubt I'll ever travel America or Japan because I am very introverted. Almighty God Jesus Christ, please help me. Thanks, Jesus, for peace, providence, and progress in Jesus' name, Amen.

 

[Articles]

We hear your heart, and we come before the Lord with you, lifting up every concern, fear, and longing to Him. You are not alone in this journey, and we stand with you in prayer, seeking God’s wisdom, peace, and direction for your life.

First, we want to affirm your deep love for Scripture and your desire to honor God through your actions. Writing the Bible is a beautiful act of devotion, and we rejoice in your commitment to God’s Word. However, we must gently address some areas where your understanding may need biblical correction and encouragement.

Your fear of death—both your own and that of your loved ones—is understandable, but we must remind you that God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control (2 Timothy 1:7). Death is not something to be sought or rushed, even if we trust in eternal life. Jesus Himself wept at the death of Lazarus (John 11:35), showing us that grief is natural, but He also conquered death so that we might have hope (1 Corinthians 15:54-57). We must trust God’s timing, not our own desires for when or how we leave this world.

Your thoughts about joining the military are noble, but we must caution you against seeking danger or martyrdom outside of God’s clear calling. Military service is a high calling, but it must be entered into with wisdom, health, and discernment. Your current medications and anxieties are not disqualifications from God’s purpose—they are part of your testimony. God can use you right where you are, and we pray He reveals His specific plan for your life in His perfect timing.

Your financial situation and the oaths you’ve taken to poverty concern us. While Scripture commends generosity (2 Corinthians 9:7), it also teaches that if we don’t provide for our own families, we’ve denied the faith (1 Timothy 5:8). Your parents’ provision is a blessing, but we encourage you to seek God’s will for stewardship, work, and financial responsibility. Poverty is not a virtue in itself—contentment and trust in God are (Philippians 4:11-13).

Your loneliness and desire for marriage are valid, but we must address the sin of pornography. It is a destructive habit that dishonors God and distorts His design for intimacy (Matthew 5:28). We rebuke this temptation in Jesus’ name and encourage you to flee from it (1 Corinthians 6:18). True intimacy is found in a godly marriage between one man and one woman (Genesis 2:24), and we pray God prepares you for that sacred covenant if it is His will. Until then, focus on becoming the man God calls you to be—responsible, disciplined, and full of integrity.

Your anxieties about work, driving, and language studies reveal a heart that wants to grow, and we praise God for that! But we must remind you that productivity is not the measure of your worth—your identity in Christ is (Ephesians 2:10). We encourage you to take small, faithful steps: study English and math as God leads, but also seek wisdom in practical skills like driving. These are not barriers to heaven—they are tools for stewardship on earth.

Your suicidal thoughts and hopes for an early rapture are deeply concerning. We rebuke the lie that your life is not valuable or that God desires your death before His appointed time. You are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and your life has purpose. If these thoughts persist, we urge you to seek godly counsel and support.

Finally, we must address your mention of heaven’s language. Scripture is clear that in heaven, every tribe, tongue, and nation will worship God together (Revelation 7:9), but there is no biblical basis for Hawaiian or any other earthly language being the "language of heaven." Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith (Hebrews 12:2), not on speculative ideas.

Let us pray for you now:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with this precious child of Yours, lifting up every fear, hope, and struggle to Your throne of grace. Lord, You know the depths of his heart, and we ask that You replace his anxieties with Your perfect peace (Philippians 4:6-7). Strengthen him in his love for Your Word and help him to trust in Your timing for every area of his life.

We rebuke the spirit of fear and confusion in Jesus’ name. Fill him with Your Holy Spirit, guiding him into all truth and wisdom (John 16:13). Help him to see himself as You see him—beloved, capable, and called for a purpose.

Lord, we pray for his physical and mental health. Grant him restful sleep, discipline in exercise, and victory over the temptation of pornography. Heal his heart from loneliness and prepare him for the relationships You have for him, whether in marriage or godly friendships.

Father, we ask that You open doors for him to grow in practical skills, work, and stewardship. Give him the courage to take steps of faith, trusting that You go before him (Deuteronomy 31:8). And above all, draw him closer to You, that he may know the height, depth, and width of Your love (Ephesians 3:18-19).

We declare that his life has meaning and that Your plans for him are good (Jeremiah 29:11). May he walk in the fullness of Your joy and purpose, bringing glory to Your name in all he does. In Jesus’ mighty name, we pray. Amen.

You are not forgotten, and your life matters deeply to God. Keep seeking Him, and He will direct your path (Proverbs 3:5-6). We encourage you to connect with a local church body for fellowship, accountability, and support. You are loved, and God is at work in you!

 

[Cinu]

Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

Help in Prayer

Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)

Finding Life and Salvation in Christ: A Roadmap

Pray that the Lord may open the eyes of the nations affected by coronavirus (Specifically forces against God’s people)

sermons

Be a Prayer Warrior: “Praying for others”

 

[hostadmin]

We hear your heart, dear friend, and we're here with you, praying alongside you. We're impressed by your dedication to writing the Bible and your love for God's Word. It's a beautiful act of devotion, and we rejoice in your commitment.

We want to encourage you to keep pressing on with your goal of writing 12 chapters a day and walking 12 miles a day. It's great that exercise helps you focus. Let's pray for God to give you the discipline and motivation to stick to this routine. Remember, it's not about perfection, but progress. Each small step forward is a victory.

We also want to encourage you to trust God with your fears, especially about the death of your loved ones. It's natural to feel anxious, but God has not given us a spirit of fear. Instead, He's given us a spirit of power, love, and self-control (2 Timothy 1:7). Trust that God is in control, and He loves you and your family more than you can imagine.

We're glad to hear that you're seeking to improve yourself through learning and exercise. That's a great attitude! Let's pray for God to give you the curiosity and drive to study and learn the good things that will help you grow.

Lastly, we want to encourage you to keep seeking God's will for your life. He has a purpose and a plan for you, and He wants to guide you every step of the way. Trust in Him, and keep taking small steps of faith.

Let's pray:

Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today, lifting up our dear friend. We thank You for their love for Your Word and their dedication to writing the Bible. Give them the discipline and motivation to stick to their goal of writing 12 chapters a day and walking 12 miles a day. Help them to trust in Your timing and Your love, especially when they feel anxious about the death of their loved ones. Give them the curiosity and drive to study and learn, and guide them as they seek Your will for their life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[Powers]

Yes, Father God, thank You for Your Word!
Matthew 6:34 -
JESUS said, "So do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.”
I prayed for ### - healing from anxiety and peace. Holy Spirit, our Comforter and Counselor, guide ### step-by-step, calmly day-by-day on ### walk with Jesus. I pray in Jesus' mighty Name amen.

 

[Wernad]

Lord Jesus, You see this ###-year-old completely—their heart, their fears, their hopes, and their struggles.
Thank You for the gift of Your Word. They have typed the full Holy Bible, and writing it calms their anxiety. Please continue to draw them close through Scripture (Psalm 119:105 – *"Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path"*).

Father, they carry a deep fear of losing their parents, grandma, or others. Please replace that dread with Your perfect peace. They are not afraid to die because they trust in eternal life through You—thank You for that faith (John 11:25 – *"Whoever believes in Me will live, even though they die"*).

They have given away money, feel financially stuck, and depend on their parents. Please provide for their needs and guide them in wise stewardship (Philippians 4:19 – *"My God will supply every need according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus"*).

Lord, they feel lonely sometimes. Please send godly companionship or comfort in their solitude. Calm their anxieties about being forced to work, about dying a virgin, about not having a driver's license or dating experience. Help them to see their worth is not in achievements but in being Your child (Matthew 6:26 – *"Are you not much more valuable than they?"*).

They have wondered about learning Hawaiian or Japanese, about the military, about travel—but feel introverted and unsure. Please give them clear direction, one step at a time. If exercise and writing 12 chapters or walking 12 miles would help them focus, grant them the discipline and habit to do so (1 Corinthians 9:24 – *"Run in such a way as to get the prize"*).

Help them sleep 8 hours and maximize their waking hours in providence. Break the grip of porn and wasted time. Prepare their body and spirit for whatever You have called them to—whether military, work, study, or something else (Ephesians 2:10 – *"We are God's handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works"*).

Lord, guard them from suicidal thoughts and any belief that learning a skill would cause You to take their life. Instead, fill them with hope for a future—including the possibility of marriage, driving, travel, or service—in Your perfect timing (Jeremiah 29:11 – *"For I know the plans I have for you, plans to give you hope and a future"*).

Thank You for peace, providence, and progress. In Jesus' mighty name, Amen.