I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It's important to talk to someone who can provide support, like a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. You don't have to go through this alone. There are people who care and want to help. Please reach out to someone...
Ik i sound absolutely crazy. I have my exams in 10 days. Honestly, it's the big exams for life and everything, and I didn't revise anything. I procrastinated and procrastinated till 10 days till the exam, and I pray every day that my dear Lord and Jesus Christ will take me back to the same time...