mew415
Servant of All
Jesus, I am so dependent on you. I cry to you and our Lord. I am so afraid of being denied all the things that I am so earnestly, fervently, passionately and with ALL my heart. I am so afraid that I am not worthy enough. I want to marry ###. I do I do I do. I am so confused... He wants to get back with me and that is SUCH a blessing from God! But, ### changed his mind all the sudden. What happened? What can I do? Why is ### so stuck? How can I show him that it will be better? Why is ### so confused?! How can I fix that? What am I to do? Jesus, I love him. I am so blessed by you Jesus, for saving my soul, renewing my life, and just being present in my life today. My faith however, is fleeting. Because ### is so back and forth. Jesus, give ### the security he needs to see in me and feel when he is with me. Jesus, I need you. Hear me. He wants to get back together. Jesus, with your divine intervention, PLEASE make that feeling and need within him grow and flourish and grow so big that all the doubts are pushed and forced out. PLEASE. Jesus, I truly and dearly love ### with all my being. Isn't he the one that is meant for me? And I for him? Please. Jesus. I need you. ### needs you. WE! need you. Make us one again Jesus. Please. Through your name I pray, Amen.
