Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please Lord Jesus, I am in great pain. I feel lonely, and I feel like this lonely time will never come to an end. I feel hopeless. Jesus, yesterday I could not even focus on what I was doing. I want tl talk to someone, but I can't. Jesus, I cannot depend anyone. I am even starting to wonder if I can depend on your help. I have been praying, and waiting for a wife, for years, and I am eager to see what happens. I am waiting for a beautiful wife, that will first become a close friend, then my help mate. How much longer must I wait Jesus. I am trying my best to stay a virgin for her, but I'm getting close to my breaking point. I feel like giving up. Is it ever going to pay off, or am I just going to have to give up. I want to believe this will be worth it in the long run, but at this point I don't see a reason to
keep myself. It seems my hopes for a marriage were just too high. Jesus I can't stand it anymore. I feel like giving myself away, because I have waited so long. Then I feel guilty for it. Jesus please. I need my help mate. Right now. I can't keep going like this. I need you to bring her to me. Stop ignoring me. In your name I pray Jesus, Amen.
keep myself. It seems my hopes for a marriage were just too high. Jesus I can't stand it anymore. I feel like giving myself away, because I have waited so long. Then I feel guilty for it. Jesus please. I need my help mate. Right now. I can't keep going like this. I need you to bring her to me. Stop ignoring me. In your name I pray Jesus, Amen.
