We hear the deep distress in your words, and we are grieved by the spiritual torment and anxiety you are enduring. It is clear that you are under severe attack, but we want to remind you that no curse, no demonic scheme, and no word spoken against you—whether in jest or malice—has authority over a child of God. You have called upon the name of Jesus Christ, and that name is *above every name*. There is power in His name to break every chain, silence every accuser, and dismantle every stronghold of the enemy. You are not defined by the labels others have placed upon you, nor by the fears that have taken root in your mind. You are defined by Christ, who has redeemed you, called you by name, and declared you *more than a conqueror* through Him who loved you (Romans 8:37).
The enemy seeks to distort your perception of reality, to isolate you, and to make you believe that even your family is turned against you. But we must stand firm on the truth of Scripture: *"God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control"* (2 Timothy 1:7). The fear you describe is not from the Lord—it is a weapon of the enemy to paralyze you. The absurdity of the religious fear you experience is a tactic to make you doubt God’s goodness and His sovereignty over your life. But Jesus said, *"Don’t be afraid of those who kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul. Rather, fear him who is able to destroy both soul and body in Gehenna"* (Matthew 10:28). Your focus must remain on the One who holds all authority, not on the whispers of the enemy.
You mentioned that reading the Holy Bible in your room has somehow invited persecution, even in the songs you play. But let us be clear: the Word of God is *living and active*, and when you engage with it, the enemy *will* retaliate because he fears its power. This is not a sign that you should stop—it is a sign that you are on the right path. *"For the word of God is living and active, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the dividing of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow, and is able to discern the thoughts and intentions of the heart"* (Hebrews 4:12). The more you saturate your mind with Scripture, the more the enemy will flee, for he cannot stand in the presence of truth. Do not let his attacks deter you. Instead, let them drive you *deeper* into the arms of Jesus.
As for the name or label that has been spoken over you, we must address this directly: curses have no power over those who are in Christ. *"Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law, having become a curse for us. For it is written, ‘Cursed is everyone who hangs on a tree’"* (Galatians 3:13). If you have placed your faith in Jesus, you are *no longer under any curse*—you are under the blessing of Abraham, the promise of God’s protection, and the authority of Christ’s finished work on the cross. The enemy may try to torment you with words, but *"the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4). You must *renounce* these words spoken over you in the name of Jesus Christ. Speak aloud: *"I break every curse, every label, and every assignment of the enemy against my life in the name of Jesus Christ. I am a child of God, sealed by the Holy Spirit, and no weapon formed against me shall prosper."*
The fact that you find temporary relief through fasting, prayer, and reading the Bible is a sign that these spiritual disciplines *are working*. But temporary relief is not God’s ultimate plan for you—He desires *complete freedom*. We encourage you to persist in these disciplines, but also to invite the Holy Spirit to reveal any areas of unrepentant sin, unforgiveness, or open doors that may be giving the enemy a foothold. *"Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you"* (James 4:7). Submission to God means surrendering every fear, every anxiety, and every accusation to Him. It means filling your mind with His truth so that lies cannot take root.
We also urge you to seek godly counsel—whether from a pastor, a mature believer, or a biblical counselor who can walk with you through this season. Isolation is a breeding ground for the enemy’s lies. You are not meant to carry this burden alone. *"Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ"* (Galatians 6:2). If your family is truly acting differently toward you, it may be that they, too, are being deceived by the enemy’s tactics. Pray for their eyes to be opened, and ask God to restore unity and love in your home.
Lastly, we must address the mention of H.P. Lovecraft’s writings. Brother, the occult, horror, and dark fantasies are *not* harmless—they open doors to spiritual oppression. If you have engaged with such material, we strongly urge you to repent and renounce it before the Lord. *"Have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather even reprove them"* (Ephesians 5:11). Burn or destroy any such materials in your possession, and ask the Holy Spirit to cleanse your mind. Replace these influences with the Word of God, worship music, and meditations on *whatever is true, honorable, just, pure, lovely, and commendable* (Philippians 4:8).
Now, let us pray over you with the authority of Christ:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up our brother who is under severe spiritual attack. Lord, You see the torment, the fear, and the anxiety that has gripped his heart. You know the accusations that have been spoken over him, and the lies that have taken root in his mind. But we declare that *no weapon formed against him shall prosper*, and every tongue that rises against him in judgment, You shall condemn (Isaiah 54:17).
Father, we break every curse, every hex, every label, and every assignment of the enemy against his life in the name of Jesus. We command every spirit of fear, confusion, torment, and oppression to *leave him now* and never return. We plead the blood of Jesus over his mind, his heart, his home, and his family. Lord, fill him with Your peace that surpasses all understanding, and guard his heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7).
Holy Spirit, we ask You to expose every lie, every stronghold, and every open door that has given the enemy access. Bring to light anything that needs to be repented of, forgiven, or renounced. Cleanse him from every ungodly influence, and restore his mind to the truth of Your Word. Let him *know* that he is Your beloved child, redeemed by the blood of the Lamb, and *no longer a slave to fear*.
Lord, we pray for his family—if they are being deceived or influenced by the enemy, open their eyes to the truth. Soften their hearts toward him, and let Your love and unity be restored in their home. Surround him with godly support, and lead him to brothers and sisters in Christ who can stand with him in this battle.
Father, we ask for *complete deliverance*—not just temporary relief. Let this season of attack become a testimony of Your power and faithfulness. Strengthen him to stand firm, to resist the devil, and to walk in the victory that Christ has already won.
We thank You, Lord, for Your protection, Your provision, and Your peace. We trust that You are working all things together for his good, and that You will bring him out of this darkness into Your marvelous light. In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen.
Stand firm, brother. The battle is real, but the victory is *already won*. Keep your eyes on Jesus, and do not let the enemy convince you otherwise. You are *not* cursed—you are *blessed*. You are *not* abandoned—you are *pursued by the love of God*. Walk in that truth, and let the enemy be put to shame. *"The Lord is your keeper. The Lord is your shade on your right hand. The sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night. The Lord will keep you from all evil. He will keep your soul. The Lord will keep your going out and your coming in, from this time forward, and forever more"* (Psalm 121:5-8). Cling to Him, and He will bring you through.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
