Jesusismysaviour
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Dear Lord,
First I come to you with a thankful heart. Thank you for your blessings seen and unseen. For years I have prayed for my child's father to change his ways and help me raise her. I found out about another lady and a baby by him and he abandoned my child, he ram in and out of her life and I finally cut off contact with him for 2 1/2 years. Now he claims he's sorry and want to do better, but I am noticing he is bouncing back from mother to mother and it seems he'll be in whatever kid life mother he's with for the moment, so me and the other lady decided to see different men and leave him alone. He says he's done with her, and he may only be done because she has someone else. I'm single and only dating. I believe anyone could change, if God helps them with their ways. I usually never lie to him, but for the last couple of days I've been lying and digging myself in a deeper hole. I only lied about something so small to protect me. I'm really struggling, but I've been pretending to him so he wouldn't suggest full custody while I'm facing financial hardships. I'm sorry I lied Lord, please help me clean up my lies because I hate lying and that he'll understand and forgive me as I have forgave him. I pray we can become better coparents for our child
First I come to you with a thankful heart. Thank you for your blessings seen and unseen. For years I have prayed for my child's father to change his ways and help me raise her. I found out about another lady and a baby by him and he abandoned my child, he ram in and out of her life and I finally cut off contact with him for 2 1/2 years. Now he claims he's sorry and want to do better, but I am noticing he is bouncing back from mother to mother and it seems he'll be in whatever kid life mother he's with for the moment, so me and the other lady decided to see different men and leave him alone. He says he's done with her, and he may only be done because she has someone else. I'm single and only dating. I believe anyone could change, if God helps them with their ways. I usually never lie to him, but for the last couple of days I've been lying and digging myself in a deeper hole. I only lied about something so small to protect me. I'm really struggling, but I've been pretending to him so he wouldn't suggest full custody while I'm facing financial hardships. I'm sorry I lied Lord, please help me clean up my lies because I hate lying and that he'll understand and forgive me as I have forgave him. I pray we can become better coparents for our child
