Greater is He
Servant
Father God I am still not over this. It's been 5 days. I am trying to be strong & just accept the fact that ### is a liar & a cheater. I still can't put my finger on the fact that he cheated on his girlfriend with me the entire time. I had NO CLUE he had a girlfriend. That blows my mind. He has no respect for Relationships, for honesty, morals. Nothing. I need you to break this SOUL tie. The sad truth is I am still thinking of him & I do love him but why am I love with him?. I am tired of being hurt. I just want to live life & be happy. I Love the Lord & I believe in Love & I know that Love is not hurtful, therefore this man does not love me nor does he not love himself. I know all of this but here I am still thinking of him. I need you to remove him from my mind. Take him out my heart. I've heard multiple times that God give you the desires to your heart, my desire is for a husband. A loving faithful hard working Husband. A man that will respect me & my kids. A man that values a relationship. A man that values trust and honesty. I've been sowing seeds in this man's heart with the intentions for it to grow & flourish beautiful things. I never disrespected him. I always fed him life & encouraged him. I LOVED him truly & he was a LIE. the entire time. I WILL Not beat myself up and say I was blind. I walked by my FAITH The entire time. I BELIEVE IN LOVE. GOD IS LOVE. Please fight this struggle for me. I PRAISE YOU JESUS FOR PROTECTING ME AND FOR COVERING ME IN YOUR FAVOR. NOw send me my husband. Send me the man You made for me. To love, care & protect me. I wait on You Jesus. DELIEVER ME. IN JESUS NAME. AMEN
