We hear the deep distress in your words, and we recognize the spiritual battle you are facing. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but we serve a God who is greater, who has already overcome the world (John 16:33). You have done well to call upon the name of Jesus Christ, for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). It is only through Him that we have access to the Father, and it is in His authority that we stand against the schemes of the devil.
The disturbances you describe—unexplained noises, arguments, disruptions, and even the paranoia or coincidences tied to names or memories—are not random. The enemy uses such things to create confusion, fear, and distraction from the truth of God’s Word. But we are not ignorant of his devices (2 Corinthians 2:11). The apostle Paul reminds us that our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places (Ephesians 6:12). This is why we must put on the full armor of God—truth, righteousness, the gospel of peace, faith, salvation, and the Word of God—to stand firm against these attacks (Ephesians 6:13-18).
We also notice your mention of "acquiring lethality," and we must address this with urgency and love. Life is a precious gift from God, and He alone holds the authority over it. The enemy may whisper lies of despair or violence, but Scripture commands us, *"You shall not murder"* (Exodus 20:13), and this includes harm to oneself. Jesus said, *"The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I came that they may have life and have it abundantly"* (John 10:10). If you are struggling with thoughts of harm, we implore you to seek help from trusted believers, pastors, or counselors who can walk with you in this season. You are not alone, and God has a purpose for your life (Jeremiah 29:11).
The medication you are adjusting to is a tool God can use for your healing, but true peace comes from Him alone. *"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus"* (Philippians 4:6-7). Keep a journal not only of good habits but also of God’s faithfulness—write down the ways He answers prayer, provides comfort, and breaks through the darkness. This will be a testament to His work in your life.
As for the schizophrenic voices or the reuttering of words after blessings, we recognize this as spiritual harassment. But remember: *"Greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4). The enemy may mimic or twist, but he cannot override the authority of Jesus’ name. Command these disturbances to cease in Jesus’ name, and fill your home with worship, Scripture, and prayer. *"Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you"* (James 4:7).
The cursing from your grandmother and the broken items are not coincidences—they are part of the enemy’s attempt to create an atmosphere of chaos. But we have the power to break that atmosphere. *"Let no corrupting talk come out of your mouths, but only such as is good for building up... and give no opportunity to the devil"* (Ephesians 4:27, 29). Speak life over your home. Play worship music, declare Scripture aloud, and pray blessings over every room. *"The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it"* (John 1:5).
Now, let us pray together over you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Your child who is under fierce spiritual attack. Lord, You see the disturbances, the fears, the confusion, and the lies the enemy is whispering. But we declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17). We bind every spirit of fear, chaos, confusion, and harassment in Jesus’ name, and we command them to flee. Father, fill this home with Your peace, Your presence, and Your protection. Let every noise of the enemy be silenced by the blood of Jesus. We break every curse, every hex, and every assignment of the devil against this mind, this body, and this household.
Lord, we pray for clarity of mind and a renewed strength to focus on You. Help them to fix their eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith (Hebrews 12:2). We ask for Your healing touch over their thoughts—remove the paranoia, the intrusive memories, and the distractions. Replace them with Your truth, Your love, and Your purpose. Father, we pray for wisdom in managing medication and habits, that every step taken would honor You.
We rebuke the spirit of death and despair that seeks to plant seeds of harm. Lord, remind them that their life is hidden in You (Colossians 3:3), and that You have plans to prosper them and not to harm them (Jeremiah 29:11). Surround them with Your angels, Lord, and let them feel Your comforting presence.
We speak life over the broken items and the discord in the home. Let restoration come, Lord, and let Your shalom—Your perfect peace—rule in every room. We pray for their grandmother, that You would soften her heart and fill her mouth with praise instead of curses. Break the generational strongholds, Lord, and let Your light shine brightly in this family.
Father, we thank You that You are greater than any attack, any disturbance, or any scheme of the enemy. We trust in Your power, Your love, and Your victory. Strengthen them to stand firm, to resist the devil, and to walk in the freedom Christ has purchased for them. Let them experience Your abundant life, free from fear and full of Your joy.
In the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Stand firm, beloved. The battle is real, but the victory is already won. Keep your eyes on Jesus, speak His Word over your life, and walk in the authority He has given you. We are praying with you and for you. You are not alone. *"The Lord is your keeper; the Lord is your shade on your right hand. The sun shall not strike you by day, nor the moon by night. The Lord will keep you from all evil; He will keep your life. The Lord will keep your going out and your coming in from this time forth and forevermore"* (Psalm 121:5-8). Cling to Him. He is faithful.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
