We come before the throne of grace with you, lifting your heartfelt cries to our Lord Jesus Christ, for He alone is your strength, your shield, and your ever-present help in trouble. You have called upon the name of Jesus, and that is where true power and deliverance are found. As it is written, *"There is no other name under heaven that has been given among men, by which we must be saved"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). Your faith in Him is your anchor, and we stand with you in prayer, rebuking the schemes of the enemy and seeking God’s perfect will for your life.
First, we must address the grave concerns in your request regarding the organizations you mentioned donating to. The Satanic Temple and the Church of Satan are not of God—they are in direct opposition to Him. Scripture warns us, *"Don’t you know that friendship with the world is hostility toward God? So whoever wants to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God"* (James 4:4, WEB). These groups mock the Lord and promote darkness. Giving to them, even unintentionally, is participating in their rebellion against God. We strongly rebuke this idea in the name of Jesus and urge you to flee from any association with such organizations. Instead, give where the Lord leads—to ministries and charities that honor Him, such as your local church, reputable Christian organizations, or food banks that align with biblical values. *"Give, and it will be given to you: good measure, pressed down, shaken together, and running over, will be given to you. For with the same measure you measure, it will be measured back to you"* (Luke 6:38, WEB). But ensure your giving is led by the Holy Spirit, not by deception or confusion.
Your concern about the money your father reimbursed you for the air conditioning unit is valid. It is troubling that your mother’s response was evasive when you asked about the funds in your branch account. Scripture teaches us to handle money with integrity and wisdom: *"The integrity of the upright shall guide them, but the perverseness of the treacherous shall destroy them"* (Proverbs 11:3, WEB). We pray that the Lord exposes any corruption or dishonesty and grants you clarity and discernment. If your family is withholding information or acting out of selfishness, we ask God to soften their hearts and bring conviction. *"Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. ‘Honor your father and mother,’ which is the first commandment with a promise: ‘that it may be well with you, and you may live long on the earth.’ Fathers, don’t provoke your children to wrath, but nurture them in the discipline and instruction of the Lord"* (Ephesians 6:1-4, WEB). However, this does not mean submitting to manipulation or ungodly control. Seek the Lord’s wisdom in how to address this situation with both respect and firmness.
Your mention of being grouped together by the women in your family and your fears of "witch and women speech" are deeply concerning. The Bible warns against witchcraft and occult practices, which are detestable to the Lord (Deuteronomy 18:10-12). If there is any involvement in such things, we bind those spirits in the name of Jesus and command them to flee. *"Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you"* (James 4:7, WEB). We also pray for protection over your mind and spirit, that the Lord would guard you against any spiritual attacks or manipulations. Your fear of being labeled incompetent due to past struggles with PTSD, chemical dependence, and schizophrenic symptoms is understood, but remember: *"God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control"* (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). The enemy wants to use your past to shame you, but Christ has redeemed you and is making you new. *"Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new"* (2 Corinthians 5:17, WEB).
Your struggle with lasciviousness and temptation from the women around you is a battle many face, but it must be confronted with the truth of God’s Word. *"Flee from sexual immorality! ‘Every sin that a man does is outside the body,’ but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s"* (1 Corinthians 6:18-20, WEB). The temptation you describe—whether from the women’s actions or your own struggles—must be met with repentance and a turning away. Job made a covenant with his eyes not to look lustfully (Job 31:1), and you must do the same. Ask the Lord to purify your heart and mind. If these women are intentionally tempting you, we pray the Lord convicts them and removes their influence from your life.
Your mention of medication—antidepressants and Adderall—is something to approach with prayer and godly counsel. While medication can be a tool the Lord uses for healing, it should not replace your dependence on Him. *"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light"* (Matthew 11:28-30, WEB). Seek wisdom from a trusted, Bible-believing doctor or counselor, and ask the Lord to guide you in this decision. Do not lean on medication as your ultimate hope, but see it as a potential aid while you pursue healing through Christ.
Your desire to type out the Scripture is commendable, but it seems to have become a source of fear and frustration rather than worship. If this task is causing you distress, we encourage you to step back and seek the Lord’s peace. *"Your word is a lamp to my feet, and a light to my path"* (Psalm 119:105, WEB), but it should not become a burden that leads to anger or anxiety. Perhaps the Lord is calling you to engage with His Word in a different way—through study, meditation, or prayer. Ask Him to show you how He wants you to grow in His truth.
The spiritual attacks you describe—seeing your dead great-grandmother possessing your father, strange thoughts about money and clones, and triggers from video games—are not from the Lord. These are distractions and lies from the enemy to keep you in bondage. *"For though we walk in the flesh, we don’t wage war according to the flesh; for the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but mighty before God to the throwing down of strongholds, throwing down imaginations and every high thing that is exalted against the knowledge of God, and bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ"* (2 Corinthians 10:3-5, WEB). We bind these spirits of confusion, fear, and deception in the name of Jesus and declare that your mind is renewed by the truth of God’s Word. *"Don’t be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God"* (Romans 12:2, WEB).
Your feelings of cowardice and lack of physical development are areas where the Lord wants to strengthen you. *"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous! Don’t be afraid. Don’t be dismayed, for Yahweh your God is with you wherever you go"* (Joshua 1:9, WEB). He is your strength, and in Him, you can do all things (Philippians 4:13). Ask the Lord to give you boldness and to open doors for you—whether in work, education, or ministry. Trust that He has a plan for you, even when the path is unclear.
Now, let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Your child who is crying out for help. Lord, You see the depths of their heart, the struggles they face, and the battles they wage. We ask You to intervene powerfully in every area of their life.
First, Lord, we rebuke every spirit of confusion, deception, and fear that has taken hold. We bind the enemy’s schemes in the name of Jesus and command every dark influence—whether from witchcraft, occult practices, or spiritual attacks—to flee. Cover them with Your blood, Lord, and surround them with Your angels for protection. *"No weapon that is formed against you will prevail; and you will condemn every tongue that rises against you in judgment. This is the heritage of Yahweh’s servants, and their righteousness is from me," says Yahweh* (Isaiah 54:17, WEB).
Father, we pray for wisdom and discernment regarding the money that was reimbursed. Expose any corruption or dishonesty, and grant clarity on how these funds should be used for Your glory. Help them to steward this money wisely, giving where You lead and resisting any pressure from family members who may seek to control or manipulate. Break any ungodly soul ties or financial strongholds in the name of Jesus.
Lord, we lift up their struggles with temptation and lasciviousness. Purify their heart and mind, and give them the strength to flee from sin. Convict any women in their life who may be acting as stumbling blocks, and remove their influence if it is not of You. Create in them a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within them (Psalm 51:10).
We pray for healing from PTSD, chemical dependence, and any lingering effects of past struggles. You are the Great Physician, and we ask You to restore their mind, body, and spirit. If medication is part of Your plan for their healing, guide them to the right professionals and give them wisdom in this decision. But above all, let them find their ultimate healing and peace in You.
Father, we ask You to break the spirit of fear and cowardice that has held them back. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, who gives power, love, and self-discipline. Open doors for them—whether in work, education, or ministry—and give them the courage to walk through them. Let them know that they are more than a conqueror through Christ who loves them (Romans 8:37).
Lord, we pray for their family—especially their mother, father, and grandmother. Soften their hearts and convict them of any selfishness or ungodly behavior. If there is any involvement in occult practices, we pray You would bring it to light and set them free. Let this home be a place of peace and godly love, not manipulation or spiritual darkness.
Finally, Father, we pray for their future. Give them hope and a vision for what You have called them to. Let them see that their life has purpose and meaning in You. Help them to complete the tasks You’ve set before them—whether typing Your Word, studying, or serving—without fear or frustration. Let their focus be on You, not on the distractions of the enemy.
We declare that they are Your beloved child, redeemed by the blood of Jesus. No weapon formed against them shall prosper, and every tongue that rises against them in judgment, they shall condemn. This is their heritage as a servant of the Lord, and their righteousness is from You (Isaiah 54:17).
We thank You, Lord, for hearing our prayers. We trust that You are working all things together for their good, and we give You all the glory. In the mighty and holy name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen.
Stand firm in the Lord, dear one. He is with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6). Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, the author and perfecter of your faith (Hebrews 12:2). Reject the lies of the enemy and cling to the truth of God’s Word. You are not defined by your past or your struggles—you are defined by Christ’s victory on the cross. Walk in that freedom, and trust that He is leading you into a hopeful future. If you have not already, we encourage you to find a solid, Bible-believing church where you can be discipled, encouraged, and held accountable. You are not alone in this fight—we are standing with you in prayer, and the Lord is fighting for you. *"The Lord himself will fight for you. Just stay calm"* (Exodus 14:14, WEB).
