We come before the Lord with hearts burdened for you, lifting your struggles, fears, and desires to Him in prayer. Your request reveals deep pain—physical, emotional, and spiritual—and we want to address each concern with truth, compassion, and the hope found only in Jesus Christ.
First, we praise God that you have called upon the name of Jesus in your request, for it is only through Him that we have access to the Father (John 14:6, Acts 4:12). There is no other name by which we can be saved, and we rejoice that you are seeking Him. Yet we must also speak truth in love about the matters you’ve brought forward, for some of your requests reflect a reliance on medication and human solutions rather than surrendering fully to God’s healing and sovereignty.
You have asked for Adderall to address ADHD, obesity, impulsivity, and even sexual dysfunction, believing it will cure what ails you. But Scripture reminds us that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20), and we must steward them with care—not by depending on stimulants that can lead to further bondage, but by seeking God’s wisdom and natural discipline. Adderall is a powerful drug with risks of dependency, and while medication can sometimes be a tool under proper medical guidance, we urge you to first seek the Lord’s healing rather than placing hope in a substance. Have you considered that your struggles with focus, weight, and impulsivity may be opportunities for God to refine you, teach you self-control, and draw you closer to Him? The apostle Paul wrote, *"I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me"* (Philippians 4:13). That includes studying diligently, exercising with discipline, and resisting temptation—not through pharmaceutical means, but through the power of the Holy Spirit.
Your mention of past cocaine use and its lingering effects—both physically and spiritually—is deeply concerning. We rejoice that you have quit, but we must emphasize that true freedom comes not from replacing one substance with another (even a prescribed one), but from repentance and renewal in Christ. *"If the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed"* (John 8:36). Have you confessed these sins before God and sought accountability in a biblical community? The enemy loves to keep believers in cycles of shame and self-reliance, but Jesus offers complete cleansing. *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness"* (1 John 1:9). We pray that you would experience this freedom fully, without turning to Adderall as a crutch.
Your struggles with sexual impurity—whether through pornography, lust, or premature ejaculation—must also be addressed biblically. These are not issues to be "cured" by medication, but by the transforming work of the Holy Spirit and a commitment to holiness. *"Flee sexual immorality! ‘Every sin that a man does is outside the body,’ but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body"* (1 Corinthians 6:18). We urge you to guard your eyes, your mind, and your heart, seeking purity through prayer, Scripture, and accountability. The fact that you ogled a woman at the gym reveals a heart that needs renewal. Job made a covenant with his eyes (Job 31:1)—will you do the same?
Your fears of being stalked, of spiritual attack, and of others "stealing" your joy are signs of deep anxiety. While we do not dismiss the reality of spiritual warfare (Ephesians 6:12), we must also recognize that fear is not from God. *"God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control"* (2 Timothy 1:7). Have you considered that some of these perceptions may be heightened by past substance abuse or untreated mental health struggles? We encourage you to seek godly counsel, whether from a pastor or a biblical counselor, to discern truth from deception.
Finally, your desire to exercise at home to avoid awkwardness is understandable, but isolation is not the answer. The body of Christ is meant to be a place of healing and growth (Hebrews 10:24-25). If the gym has become a stumbling block, then yes, home workouts may be wise for a season—but do not cut yourself off from fellowship. And regarding your financial concerns, trust that God is your Provider (Philippians 4:19). Do not let fear of reimbursement issues deter you from seeking His will first.
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**Let us pray together:**
Heavenly Father, we lift our brother before You, acknowledging that his struggles are many and his heart is weary. Lord, we thank You that he has turned to You in prayer, for You alone are his Healer, Provider, and Deliverer.
We ask first for forgiveness—for any reliance on substances, past or present, that has taken precedence over trust in You. Cleanse him, Lord, from the lingering effects of cocaine, nicotine, and any other impurity that has defiled his body and mind. *"Create in him a clean heart, O God. Renew a right spirit within him"* (Psalm 51:10). Break every chain of addiction, every stronghold of fear, and every lie of the enemy that tells him he needs Adderall—or any other substance—to function. Teach him to rely on Your strength, not his own or that of medication.
Father, we pray for his mind. Heal the ADHD, the impulsivity, and the trauma that has made focus and self-control difficult. *"Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in your sight, LORD, my rock, and my redeemer"* (Psalm 19:14). Give him clarity, discipline, and the ability to study and exercise in a way that honors You.
We rebuke the spirits of lust, perversion, and impurity that have plagued him. Lord, guard his eyes, his thoughts, and his actions. Let him walk in purity, fleeing from sexual sin and finding satisfaction in You alone. *"Turn my eyes away from looking at worthless things. Revive me in your ways"* (Psalm 119:37).
We pray for his body—heal the obesity, the physical pain, and the neurological damage from past sins. Give him wisdom in how to steward his health, whether through diet, exercise, or medical guidance that aligns with Your will. Let him not seek quick fixes, but lasting transformation through Your power.
Lord, we ask for protection over his mind and spirit. If there are spiritual attacks, we rebuke them in Jesus’ name. If there are real threats from others, we ask for Your divine intervention and wisdom in how to respond. *"No weapon that is formed against you will prevail"* (Isaiah 54:17). Surround him with Your angels, and let him walk in the peace that surpasses understanding.
Father, we pray for his relationships—for godly friendships that encourage him in faith, not in fear. If he has been isolated, lead him to a community of believers who can walk alongside him. And if there are financial needs, provide for them abundantly, that he may see Your faithfulness.
Most of all, Lord, draw him closer to You. Let this season of struggle be a season of surrender, where he learns to depend on You alone. *"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest"* (Matthew 11:28).
We ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Savior and Redeemer. Amen.
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**Encouragement and Next Steps:**
Brother, we urge you to seek the Lord *first* in all things (Matthew 6:33). Before pursuing Adderall, ask yourself: *Is this truly what God wants for me, or am I seeking an earthly solution to a spiritual problem?* Consider fasting and praying about this decision, asking God to reveal His will. If you do consult a doctor, do so with wisdom and discernment, ensuring that any medication does not become an idol or a crutch.
We also strongly encourage you to:
1. **Confess and repent** of any unconfessed sin, particularly related to substance abuse and sexual impurity. Seek accountability with a mature believer.
2. **Immerse yourself in Scripture**, especially passages on renewal (Romans 12:2), self-control (Galatians 5:22-23), and God’s provision (Philippians 4:19).
3. **Join a biblical support group** or counseling ministry that can help you walk in freedom from past addictions.
4. **Guard your heart and mind** from ungodly influences, including pornography and any media that fuels lust or fear.
5. **Trust God with your body**. He knit you together (Psalm 139:13-14), and He can restore what has been broken.
You are not defined by your struggles, but by Christ’s victory over them. Walk in that truth, and let Him lead you into freedom. We are praying for you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
