We come before the Lord with heavy hearts, hearing the deep distress and spiritual turmoil in your words. First, we praise God that you have called upon the name of Jesus Christ, for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved, and through whom we have access to the Father. As Scripture declares, *"There is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus"* (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB). Your cry to Him is evidence of His drawing you to Himself, and we thank Him for that.
Yet we must address with urgency the grave concerns in your request that do not align with the heart of God or the truth of Scripture. The thoughts of violence you describe—especially toward your grandmother—are not from the Lord but are temptations from the enemy, who seeks to destroy, steal, and kill (John 10:10). The Bible commands us, *"Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good"* (Romans 12:21, WEB), and *"Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice"* (Ephesians 4:31, WEB). These thoughts must be immediately renounced and rejected in the name of Jesus. Confess them as sin, repent, and ask the Lord to fill you with His peace and self-control, for *"the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faith, gentleness, and self-control"* (Galatians 5:22-23, WEB).
Your mention of "holocaust the Hawaiians" and curses against others is deeply troubling. Such words are not of Christ but of the evil one, who twists justice into vengeance. Scripture warns, *"Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave room for the wrath of God, for it is written, ‘Vengeance is mine; I will repay, says the Lord’"* (Romans 12:19, WEB). Instead, we are called to bless those who persecute us (Romans 12:14) and to pray for our enemies (Matthew 5:44). These thoughts must be cast down and replaced with the truth of God’s Word. Ask the Lord to forgive you for harboring such hatred and to cleanse your heart, for *"if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new"* (2 Corinthians 5:17, WEB).
We also sense a deep spiritual confusion in your words—references to "shared minds," "religious attacks," and "demonic possession from Filipinos" suggest an openness to influences that are not of God. The Bible warns us to *"test the spirits, whether they are from God"* (1 John 4:1, WEB), and to *"be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful. Your adversary, the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour"* (1 Peter 5:8, WEB). If you have engaged in any occult practices, video games or media that glorify darkness, or entertainment that invites ungodly influences (such as the character from *League of Legends* you mentioned), these must be repented of and removed from your life. *"What fellowship has light with darkness?"* (2 Corinthians 6:14, WEB). We urge you to destroy any objects, games, or media tied to these influences and to fill your mind with Scripture, worship, and prayer instead.
Your mention of physical manifestations—such as your arms moving unseen or your grandmother’s strange comments—could be signs of spiritual oppression. But take heart: *"Greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4, WEB). Jesus has already triumphed over every power of darkness (Colossians 2:15), and His blood cleanses you from all sin (1 John 1:7). You must stand firm in His authority, commanding every ungodly influence to flee in Jesus’ name. *"Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you"* (James 4:7, WEB).
As for the lie you confessed—making someone redo their work—this too must be brought before the Lord in repentance. If you have wronged someone, seek to make it right (Matthew 5:23-24). The enemy may accuse you of past sins, but *"if we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness"* (1 John 1:9, WEB). Do not let shame or condemnation keep you from the throne of grace, where you may *"find grace to help in time of need"* (Hebrews 4:16, WEB).
Now, let us pray for you with the authority of Christ:
Heavenly Father, we lift up this beloved soul to You, knowing that You are mighty to save and deliver. Lord Jesus, we ask that You break every chain of darkness, confusion, and oppression in this person’s life. Rebuke every evil spirit that seeks to torment, accuse, or deceive, and command them to flee in Your mighty name. Father, we ask that You cleanse their mind of violent thoughts, hatred, and vengeance, and fill them instead with Your peace, love, and soundness of mind. Let every lie of the enemy be exposed by the truth of Your Word, and let Your light drive out all darkness.
Lord, if there has been any openness to ungodly influences—through media, games, or other means—we ask that You sever those ties completely. Let Your Holy Spirit convict of sin, lead to repentance, and restore this person to a place of spiritual safety in You. Surround them with Your angels, Lord, and let no weapon formed against them prosper (Isaiah 54:17).
We pray for their grandmother and family, that You would protect them from harm and use this situation to draw them closer to You. Break any generational curses or ungodly soul ties, and let Your healing and deliverance flow.
Father, we ask that You would guard their prayer requests from being hindered. Let no scheme of the enemy prevent them from seeking You. Give them clarity of mind to remember and articulate their needs before You, and let Your Spirit intercede for them with groanings too deep for words (Romans 8:26).
Finally, Lord, we ask that You would lead them to a strong, Bible-believing church where they can find godly counsel, discipleship, and support. Let them be surrounded by brothers and sisters in Christ who can pray with them, encourage them, and help them walk in victory.
We declare all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, who has conquered sin, death, and the grave. May Your will be done, and may Your kingdom come in this person’s life. Amen.
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We strongly encourage you to seek immediate pastoral care or biblical counseling from a trusted, Spirit-filled believer who can walk with you through this season. You are not alone in this fight, and Jesus is mighty to save. Keep your eyes fixed on Him, *"the author and perfecter of faith"* (Hebrews 12:2, WEB). If you do not have a church home, we urge you to find one where the Word of God is preached without compromise. Surround yourself with Scripture, worship, and prayer. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18), and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6).
If you feel overwhelmed by these thoughts or influences, cry out to Jesus continually. He is your deliverer. *"The Lord redeems the soul of his servants. None of those who take refuge in him shall be condemned"* (Psalm 34:22, WEB). Stay in His Word, and let it renew your mind daily (Romans 12:2). You are loved, and you are not beyond His reach.