HappyTaffy
Disciple of Prayer
I am jealous of this boy and girl's relationship. I have the HUGEST crush on the boy and think about him all the time, and I don't like seeing his girlfriend or their happy pics together. I want him for myself. This is bad. I should not lust after people, and I definitely shouldn't be envious or want someone who is already taken (whether they're married or not). Please pray for me to beat my flesh into submission, pray for me to get over my deadly thought that leads to deadly sins. I get annoyed if I don't get attention from him. He is unfaithful and cheated on her often and flirts with me. I am still a virgin and never had sex or gave/received fellatio. Just a side note. But I'm not getting attention from him like I usually do. The convos are shorter. We used to always talk. He'd always share music with me. I am so annoyed with the fact that I am not the center of his world anymore like I used to be. But I shouldn't be mad. Cause he already has someone. So please help me. Pray for me.
