I've tried. I've tried very hard. I've tried very ...

[Ren]

I've tried.

I've tried very hard.

I've tried very hard to do what youwant... be what you ask...

I've tried very hard to wait.

I'm not very good at it I guess

I'm at this place again where I feel like I am nothing to you.

I've had many, many years to come to this conclusion.

Just like I am nothing to my family, i am nothing to you.

Just a series of things that are terrible.

I don't know why you have saved my life over and over again, just to leave me by myself.

My life is useless... every year more useless, so that I am a burden to everyone around me, until I no longer can even tell them what's in my heart because I will upset them even more...

I have asked you for many things that would in thier own time have helped. But you only see fit to help me enough so that I do not die.

I have no more faith because I feel like I am being mocked...

I have no family, not even you.

I have been looking at handguns in the store.

I could get one faster than I would hear back from you.

If I were gone noone would care. they would breathe a sigh of releif and then they would praise you for removing me from thier lives and then move and and be happy.

I am the biggest fool. The most worthless person. At least someone is upset when a dog dies.

But I am less than a dog.

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[sandy18]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[gnipoh1008]

I am praying Psalm 37:7-14 for you my friend:

7 Be still before the Lord
    and wait patiently for him;
do not fret when people succeed in their ways,
    when they carry out their wicked schemes.

8 Refrain from anger and turn from wrath;
    do not fret—it leads only to evil.
9 For those who are evil will be destroyed,
    but those who hope in the Lord will inherit the land.
10 A little while, and the wicked will be no more;
    though you look for them, they will not be found.
11 But the meek will inherit the land
    and enjoy peace and prosperity.
Loving Father, draw Ren closer to you that he may find peace and comfort under your protective wings.  This I ask in the name of Jesus.  Amen.

 

[pradmin]

I prayed for your request in the name of Jesus. Amen.

 

[liam12]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[peachy]

I feel like I've been in this place before as you my friend. Keep the faith, know you are a precious gift to this world created by Him. It is all happening for you through God in its own divine time. Look within yourself deep within yourself for that little glimmer of light and hold onto that with all your might. I know in my heart it will get better for you. I pray for you and your healing, Amen.

 

[RMC]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[easleytinman]

Heavenly Father,I give you praise,honor,and glory.When we look at the sufferings of Christ we see a picture of mankind lost.It seemed they enjoyed the pain they inflicted on Him.However,if we look closer,we see "HE was wounded for our transgressions,HE was bruised for our iniquities,the chastisement of our peace was upon Him and by His stripes we our healed".

God took the caterpillar and transformed it into a butterfly.Send peace,love,patience and faith.Help this little one to find a real support system.Send now prosperity,my LORD.There shall be nothing impossible to them that believe.

 

[feelingforsaken]

Now that is a lie straight straight from hell. start lisening to some positive music like Kirk Franklin. Life is hard, I have just lost 3400 going to Israel and having a pastor hit on me that acted like he was single, turned out married. I still love god.......and He is always there. You need to get into a good church, (not like that guy in Israel) hear His wordd, meet some good people. It sounds that the friends and family you have now are nooo nooo good at helping you realize how valuable you are. When you get through this trial, you will have a testimony to help people.