Jesus is as close to you as you need Him to be. The Bible says that WE have left our first love { Jesus }. He says that He will NEVER leave or forsake us, He is there with you even if you do not feel Him there. Call out His name, He is ALWAYS waiting for us to draw near to Him. Let me tell you that He loves you beyond anything that you could ever imagine. Pray, He answers. Blessings!