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schaunsy
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I've moved in with my boyfriend. All the anger he used to have reserved for other people, he now quietly has for me... He's gone from loving me tenderly to withholding his affection, backing up, staying his spirit from me... I have never felt so alone... When I moved, it was from my estranged family who would not see, believe me or help my abusive mother who has been on schedule for pain killers since I was 12, over 30 years... I have no where else to turn, he was my champion of the guard, my hero, my safe place...and I can't live like this for the rest of my life, make a life with someone that its okay to withhold their affection from me, belittle, make me feel small, whether they mean to or not... I just, require your prayers more than I ever did, I honestly have NOWHERE else to turn...NOWHERE... PLEASE PRAY FOR ME...
