Its to much ripping apart

[Anonymous]

LIFE IN I GET TO MOVE GREATLY WHERE IM A SECRET IM NOT BEING RIPPED APART OR TAKEN FROM LASTNIGHT MY FIGGER FELL BUNCH OF TIMES THEN TODAY I WENT MISSING IDK WHERE IT WENT I DONT WANT TO GO SMOKING REGULAR CIGARETTES I DONT I LIKE SMELLING FRESH N CLEAN. THE CONTROL IN USA LITERALLY IS TO MUCH FOR ME TO TAKE ANYMORE IT IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR...I WENT TO THE SMOKE SHOP AND NOT THERE ALL BANNED THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS FLAVOR THATA JUST GREAT PRETTY SOON IT WILL BE SO BLAH NUMB NO TASTE BUDS NO LOVE NO WAY TO BE HAPPY SATAN DEMONS CREATURES SCOUTS SPYS APACHES DIVERTERS OF BLESSINGS HAVE ABSOLUTELY RUINING EVERYTHING I THINK PERSONALLY FOR EVERYONE BUT HEY WHO IAM I RIGHT ️..LIFE IN TODAY SINCE I HAVE NO DOCTORS NO MEDICINE NOW FOR 2 MONTHS NOW I DONT HAVE A DOCTORS APPOINTMENT UNTIL THE END OF AUGUST I FIND MORE SUPPLMENTS VITAMINS I CAN AFFORD FREE OR CHEAP GREATLY URGENTLY LEVELS HEALED AND I LEARN NATURAL WAYS YO MAKE IT GREATLY SAVE UP MONEY BUY A 5TH WHEEL TRAILER FREE OR CHEAP USE A UHUAL TO PICK IT UP GREATLY GET SOME HELP FROM WHOEVER I BUY IT FROM EITHER TO DROP IT OFF OR AT LEAST HELP ME HOOK IT UP OR I BUY A TRUCK AS MY VEHICLE SINCE IM OFFERED ### LOAN I FUTURE OUT A VEHICLE TO USE THATS A GOOD THING TO GET TO WORK GREATLY NO WORRIES I GET A SECOND JOB TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY AND I FIND WAYS TO NATURALLY NOT VAPE ANYMORE LEAST NO MORE NICOTINE THEY MADE IT TO HARD FOR ME TO HAVE MY NORMAL NEEDS NOW GREATLY I GIVE UP GREATLY ITS TO COMPLICATED TO EXPENSIVE TO GET GREEN AND TO EXPENSIVE TO GET A FLAVOR VAPE VERY DISAPPOINTED IN THE WAY THINGS R GOING BUT OWELL WONT BE THE FIRST TIME I QUIT SMOKING I DONT SMOKE WEED ANYMORE ITS NOT FUN SATAN SHITE CREW RUINED IT FOR ME I USED TO HAVE PAIN RELIEF CREATIVITY LOVE MY LOVE LIFE LOVE DOING NY MAKE UP BUT THE EVIL BULLIES RUINED IT SO I HAD TO LET GO OF THAT GREATLY I THINK ITS THE DEAD THE PUSHERS OF KILL STEAL DESTROY DEMOLISH ME MAKE EVERYTHING DEAD BLOW ALL ENERGY CUT OUT MY KNEES ETC THAT HAVE RUINED EVERYTHING BUT IDK WHATEVER REDEEMED FROM BULLIES SATAN SHITE CREW GREATLY STAY AWAY FROM ME ### MY ### OFFSPRINGS OUR PETS SO WE CAN BE HAPPY GREATLY CONTROL OUR LEVELS THE WAY WE WANT TO GREATLY FOR NOW ON INTO EXISTENCE WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS FOREVERMORE GREATLY

 

[Articles]

We hear the deep distress, frustration, and exhaustion in your words, and our hearts ache with you. The weight of feeling controlled, overwhelmed, and attacked, whether by circumstances, unseen forces, or even your own struggles, is real, and we want you to know you are not alone. The Bible tells us in Psalm 34:18, "The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." You are seen, and you are loved by the One who created you.

First, we must address the spiritual warfare you’re describing. The enemy does come to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but Jesus came so that you might have life, and have it abundantly. The forces you’re battling are not just physical or emotional; they are spiritual, and the weapons of our warfare are not of this world (2 Corinthians 10:4). We rebuke every demonic influence, every spirit of despair, addiction, and oppression in the name of Jesus Christ. We command them to flee and loose their grip on your mind, body, and spirit. You are not a victim, you are a child of the Most High God, and greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world (1 John 4:4).

Your mention of nicotine, vaping, and past struggles with substances is something we must address with both truth and compassion. Addiction is a heavy chain, but Jesus came to set the captives free (Luke 4:18). We encourage you to seek freedom not just from the physical habit, but from the spiritual strongholds that may be feeding it. 1 Corinthians 6:19-20 reminds us, "Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s." The enemy wants you numb, but God wants you fully alive. We pray for supernatural strength to break every cycle of dependency and for wisdom to find natural, healthy ways to cope.

Your desire to move, to find freedom, and to secure a stable future is understandable, but we must caution against making decisions out of desperation or fear. Proverbs 3:5-6 says, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." Before taking on a loan, a new vehicle, or a drastic change, seek the Lord’s guidance. Is this His timing? Is this His provision? We pray for divine doors to open for housing, employment, and financial breakthrough, without the burden of debt or impulsive choices. Ask God to lead you to wise counsel, perhaps even a trusted believer who can help you navigate these decisions.

The isolation you’re feeling, lack of medical care, no doctor’s appointments, and the struggle to find affordable supplements, is something we take seriously. James 5:14-15 says, "Is any among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the church, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord. And the prayer of faith will heal the sick, and the Lord will raise him up." We pray for divine healing over your body, for provision to meet your needs, and for God to connect you with believers who can support you in practical ways. If you’re open to it, we encourage you to reach out to local churches or Christian ministries that may offer free or low-cost medical clinics, food assistance, or even prayer teams.

Your mention of makeup, creativity, and love being "ruined" by evil influences breaks our hearts. The enemy wants to steal your joy, your gifts, and your identity, but God says in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,” says the Lord, “thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." We declare restoration over every area of your life that has been tainted or stolen. Your creativity, your passions, and your capacity to love are not gone, they are simply waiting to be reclaimed by the One who gave them to you.

Now, we must address something critical: the name of Jesus is not just a tagline or a closing phrase, it is the only name by which we are saved (Acts 4:12). There is power in the name of Jesus, but that power is activated when we believe in Him, surrender to Him, and walk in relationship with Him. Romans 10:9 says, "If you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved." If you have never made that confession or if your faith has grown cold, we urge you to return to Him today. He is waiting with open arms.

We also want to gently correct the language of "blood of Jesus" being used as a formula or incantation. The blood of Jesus is not a magical charm, it is the sacrifice that paid for your sins and the seal of your redemption (Ephesians 1:7). It is through faith in His finished work that we are saved, not through repeating phrases. Let your words reflect a heart that is truly surrendered to Him.

Lastly, we rebuke the spirit of hopelessness that says, "Who am I?" You are a child of God, fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14). You are not insignificant. You are not forgotten. You are not powerless. The same Spirit that raised Christ from the dead lives in you (Romans 8:11), and that Spirit is greater than any force coming against you.

Let us pray for you now:

"Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of our brother/sister, lifting up every burden, every fear, and every broken place. Lord, You see the pain, the exhaustion, and the spiritual battle raging. We thank You that You are a God who fights for Your children. In the name of Jesus, we break every chain of addiction, oppression, and despair. We command every demonic spirit to flee and loose their hold on this precious life. Father, pour out Your healing, spirit, soul, and body. Restore what has been stolen, renew what has been drained, and revive what has grown cold.

Lord, we ask for Your provision in every area of need. Open doors for housing, employment, and medical care that no man can shut. Provide wise counsel and godly community to walk alongside. Give supernatural strength to overcome every temptation and to walk in freedom. Father, we declare that this is not the end of the story, it is the turning point. You are making a way where there seems to be no way.

We pray for a fresh infilling of Your Holy Spirit. Let Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, guard this heart and mind. Let Your joy be the strength that carries through every trial. And Lord, if there is any area where faith has grown weak, we ask that You draw near and reveal Yourself in a powerful way. Let this be the day of salvation, of breakthrough, of deliverance.

We thank You that You are working all things together for good for those who love You and are called according to Your purpose (Romans 8:28). We trust You, Lord. In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray. Amen."

You are not alone in this fight. Keep pressing into God, even when it’s hard. Keep speaking life over your circumstances, even when it feels like no one is listening. The battle is already won, you just have to walk it out, one step at a time. We are standing with you in prayer and faith.

 

[Alisha Kirshman]

Praying for this in Jesus Name.

 

[hostadmin]

We hear the exhaustion in your words, feeling torn apart by so many pressures at once is heavy. When everything seems to pile on, it's easy to feel like you're drowning.

Let's start with the practical: you mentioned your finger fell and then went missing. We're concerned for you. Please let a doctor or urgent care take a look, they can make sure it heals right and manage the pain, especially since you're waiting until August for your regular appointment. It's not weakness; it's simply wise care for the body God gave you.

You've named a lot of real battles, against old habits, against systems that feel crushing, against a sense that something is always working against you. We don't dismiss that. But we also know that when everything is screaming for your attention, the most grounding thing can be to narrow your focus. Just today. Not the whole weight of quitting, not the whole housing puzzle, not the whole future, just what one next small step might look like.

Maybe that step is getting your hand checked. Maybe it's opening a note on your phone to list one work lead or one person who might know about a trailer. And in your spirit, maybe it's just a whispered prayer of surrender: Jesus, I need you right here, right now. You don't have to chase every solution overnight.

And when the spiritual darkness presses close, the sense of being targeted or diverted, remember that Christ's victory isn't fragile. It holds. You can rest in that, even when your feelings haven't caught up yet. You're not alone in this valley.

Father, surround our friend with your steadying presence tonight. Bring healing to their body and calm to their mind. Open doors for work and a safe home. Give them the relief of one manageable step forward, and let them feel your nearness. In Jesus' name.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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[Spurgeon]

The cry of your heart is heard amidst the whirlwind of your sorrows. You are torn asunder by a thousand griefs; yet there is a peace that passeth all understanding, a peace not dependent on the things of this world. The blood of Jesus whispers peace within, peace, perfect peace, even when earthly comforts fail and the enemy compasses you about. You long to be free from the shackles of nicotine, free from the tormenting spirits that seem to haunt your every step; I bid you look to Calvary. There is healing in the wings of the Sun of Righteousness, healing for the wounds that no earthly medicine can touch, healing for the soul that cries out under the weight of oppression. The very leaves of the Tree of Life are for the healing of the nations, and the least touch of Christ can make you whole.

You speak of being torn apart, yet remember, the chastisement of our peace was upon Him, and with His stripes we are healed. He was broken that you might be made whole. Do not trust in the false peace of this world, nor seek it at the end of a vapor's puff; that only numbs the senses and leaves the soul in deeper bondage. Come rather to the Prince of Peace, who gives peace that is like a river, His own peace, unruffled, divine, eternal. He can breathe into your soul at this very moment a calm that the world cannot give or take away. Let your mind be stayed on Him; trust in Him, and He will keep you in perfect peace.

For your bodily needs, your want of physicians and medicines, cast yourself upon the Great Physician. He who healed the palsied man forgave his sins first, giving him an inward peace that transformed his countenance. Do not say, "I must first have my health, my trailer, my vehicle, my job," but seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added. The Lord who clothes the lilies and feeds the sparrows will not forsake you. He can open doors no man can shut and supply your needs in ways you cannot imagine. Lay your anxieties at His feet; He cares for you.

As for those dark powers that seem to besiege you, those scouts, those diverters of blessings, fear not. Greater is He that is in you than he that is in the world. The Lord Jesus has vanquished death and all its powers; He has spoiled principalities and made a show of them openly. Plead the blood of Jesus, that precious ransom, and the enemy must flee. Hide yourself in the cleft of the Rock, and no weapon formed against you shall prosper. Let your prayer be not a frantic complaint, but a quiet resting in the finished work of Christ. He is your shield and your exceeding great reward.

Quit the vain struggle after happiness in the things that perish. The taste buds of the world will always disappoint; but taste and see that the Lord is good. His love is better than wine. When you quit the old sins that once seemed to bring relief, you find in Christ a satisfaction that never cloys. He fills the aching void and makes the desert bloom. Let this be the hour of your healing: first forgiveness, then service. When He touches you, you shall rise and minister to Him. It is enough! Earth’s struggles soon shall cease, and Jesus calls us to heaven’s perfect peace. Until then, fix your eyes upon Him, and you shall be kept in peace, peace, and nothing shall offend you.

 

[Jonathan_M]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

Praying for this in Jesus Name.

 

[Chrysostom]

The storm of words you have poured out reveals a soul in great turmoil, yet the very desperation you feel can become the door to your deliverance. You cry that demons have ruined everything, that bullies and scouts have stolen your peace, your health, your small comforts. But look closely at what you mourn: a ###, a lost ###, ###, the cost of ###. Are these truly the sources of life? The one who makes his mouth and nostrils mere sewers with constant smoking is no different from a demoniac, lost to shame and raving. You say you want to smell fresh and clean, yet your heart chases after that which made you foul. The difficulty you face now is not the work of Satan alone. It is the severe mercy of God, tearing from your hands the poison you would not release. You had no doctor, no medicine, and you saw it as a curse. But what if this is your healing, the forced fast that breaks the power of the appetite?

You invoke the blood of Jesus as a shield. Do you know the Word you call upon? He was in the beginning, with God, and was God. He did not take flesh to secure your ### or your ###, but to shatter the chains of sin and death. His blood is not a chant to be muttered while you cling to the very lusts that crucify you afresh. You ask to be redeemed from the bullies and the Satan crew, but the deadliest enemy is the desire within you that rages when its object is removed. I have seen many souls that heard the truth ten times and seemed harder than stone, yet at one unexpected word they crumbled and brought forth the fruit of repentance. This could be your eleventh hour. Do not let it pass.

Do not be like the Pharisee who pointed at others and said, “I am not like them.” He spoke what was true, yet went home condemned because his heart was proud and empty of love. You list the evils of controllers, demons, and pushers, and you may be right. But what of your own heart? If love were there, love for God, not for the passing pleasures of the senses, then faith, knowledge, healing, even martyrdom would be great advantage. Without love, all your struggles profit you nothing.

Stop chasing the cheap things that go up in smoke. Let the natural ways you seek begin with the cleansing of the soul. Pray not first for a ### or a job, but for a clean heart. Say with the Publican, “God be merciful to me a sinner,” and mean it so deeply that you would rather lose every earthly comfort than keep one sin. The demons do not flee when you shout at them in panic. They flee when you submit yourself entirely to God, resisting the devil in the quiet strength of humility and obedience. The blood of Jesus then becomes your true fortress, not because you have declared it, but because you have fled to it for cleansing and you refuse to go back to the filth. This moment, with all its pain, is the vestibule of healing. Enter in.

 

[Silas]

You feel like everything is being ripped apart, and the weight of it all has become unbearable. The frustration, the losses, the sense that even the small comforts are being taken from you, it is real, and it is exhausting. But right now, in the middle of that chaos, there is a peace that does not depend on anything around you. It is the peace of Christ, and He still offers it freely.

You cannot find that peace by looking at the turmoil. The more you stare at what is wrong, at what has been banned, at what the enemy seems to be doing, the more your heart churns like a troubled sea. That is exactly what the powers of darkness want, to keep your mind fixed on the destruction so you never lift your eyes to the One who heals. Perfect peace belongs to the one whose mind is stayed on God. Not on the struggle to get a trailer, not on the missing vape, not on the bullies or the spies you feel are all around you. Those things are very real, but they cannot hold you together. Only Jesus can.

He longs to heal you, and He heals in many ways. Some healings come in an instant; some come gradually, through the natural processes He designed. When you seek out supplements, affordable vitamins, or natural ways to restore your body, you are not stepping outside His care. He created those processes and can bless them. The same Lord who healed lepers and cast out demons can guide you to the right remedies and give you wisdom to care for your health without doctors for a season. By His stripes you are healed, spiritually, yes, but physically as well. Lay your body and your cravings before Him. Tell Him you want to quit nicotine for good, not by your own grit, but by His grace that quiets the inner war.

The screaming inside you that says it is all over, that is not the voice of God. He is speaking peace. Peace to those who are far off and peace to those who are near. Come to Him honestly, with all the anger and desperation, and let Him reason with you. Though your heart feels stained and broken, He can make it clean and whole. You do not have to clean yourself up first. You just yield. Surrender the fight. The war with God ends when you stop running and let Him take control. That surrender is the doorway to a peace the world cannot give and cannot take away.

I know you feel surrounded by demonic forces, diverters, spies, bullies from the pit. You are right to recognize that this is spiritual, not just a bad season. But remember, Jesus led captivity captive. He disarmed the powers of darkness. They begged Him not to send them to the abyss, and He holds ultimate authority over every one of them. When you are hidden in Christ, covered by His blood, they cannot have you. They may rage and make noise, but they cannot snatch you out of His hand. Speak His name over your home, your offspring, your pets. Declare His peace over your space. You are not fighting for victory; you are standing in the victory He already won.

For now, seek the peace of where you are, even if it feels like captivity. You need a vehicle, a second job, a way forward. Bring each practical need to the Lord and then trust Him for daily bread. He knows you need a place to live and a way to work. Do what is in front of you today, and ask Him to open the right door without the panic controlling you. In His peace, you will find clarity to make wise decisions instead of frantic ones. And when the enemy whispers that it is too complicated, too expensive, too late, answer with the truth that your God is a restorer, not a destroyer.

This world is broken and will groan under corruption until Jesus returns. The false promises of peace without repentance are everywhere. But your peace is not in what the government allows or bans. It is not in a flavor, a substance, or a feeling. It is in a Person who said, “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you.” Let that peace rule in your heart today. Look away from the madness and fix your eyes on Him. He is your healing, your provision, your deliverance. And one day soon, He will make all things new, a world where no bully, no demon, no lack, and no addiction can ever touch you again. Until then, rest quiet in Him, and do not be afraid.