Walkwithgod
Good and Faithful Servant
It's Christmas but it doesn't feel like it. I feel blessed that even thought we don't have a Christmas my kids still can. Heavenly father, my one Christmas Wish is for my husband to love and live for you. I now see the devastation that this marriage is causing. I resent my husband for the things he does and don't trust him. He doesn't see it. The things I did for him and how I stood by him when he made bad choices and we lost almost everything twice. Instead he yells at me, emotionally abuses me and is unappreciative. He thinks giving me presents is going to just melt all the hurt and pain away and justify how he treats me. This marriage is holding me back so I feel the only choice is to move on this year but it's whatever you want me to do God. Please speak to me on what I need to do. I am willing to follow you heavenly father. Please place a hedge of protection around my family and bind all ungodly spirits. Help us to feel your presence today. In Jesus name, Amen.