Amyy
Prayer Partner
Its been a while my Lord,everyday I talk to you before I sleep,saying all my praises and gratitude,begging for forgivenes,praying for my Family's safety and Good Health...But there is this one thing that I am hesitant to tell you every night and every time I say my prayer...I am feeling a deep depression and anxiety for the past few months,I am physically well,mentally fit,I can face each individual in a normal and jolly way,but deep inside me,a lot of reality are trying to sneek in to my mind and wanted to be realized,i feel so weak whenever i think that I should face and tackle all these...I am not getting any younger,i come to these age that I should be married,have my own children living in my own home,but that is not nearly happening sooner,and it runs comes fast to me now,im getting the nerves of living alone in the near future....I let go of a job that I knew I will be secured for the next few years as long as I am capable,in exchange of my own peace of mind,freedom from suppressing individuals and regaining my own identity,now I am facing the consequences of having a job that I do not know until when it can assure me employment,i do not have any security....I am haunted with deep thoughts of how to have a financial freedom,debts are serious things I do not know how to put a magic so I can resolve in one scene,this brings restlessness to me nowadays...I pray for a clear mind on how to deal with all of these,I pray for strength to overcome all these,I pray for wisdom and knowledge to resolve my financial problems,I pray for calmness, I pray for chances,I pray for assurance,I pray for fogiveness,I pray for understanding....