anonymous7367
Humble Servant of All
It's another Friday morning. It looks kinda gloomy outside. But not nearly as gloomy as I feel. When I awoke it all started again, the trying to figure out how to pay the bills. My sister-in-law brought us some of their leftovers last night they weren't going to eat so that was a nice change and a meal I didn't have to try to figure out.
Lord, my husband remembered another friend owes him $60 from July. If he can collect that we can put some gas in my car and buy a few groceries. If the person that owes us $50.00 would pay us at the same time we could pick up most of the deer meat we had processed.
Found out yesterday that my husband will get paid on Wednesday because payday is supposed to be Saturday and Thursday is Thanksgiving and they are out of work all next week which will affect his check he gets in December.
Please pray that the Lord will bless me today with the money to pay October and November bills because December bills are already coming in and everyone wants all 3 months payments. My husband's check will cover December basic bills and my small disability check, well we have to decide if we are going to eat, put gas in the car so my husband can get to work or buy his medication he has to have so he can work. The funeral bill from his father's death in April has got to be paid. We still haven't made that payment and what is so bad is that we were friends with them until they got nasty because we can't afford to make our payment. Everything is at repossession and disconnection point.
Why won't God help me? All these prayers I have put up and others on my behalf believing and telling myself that he will provide so I don't have to spend all my energy and thoughts on finding money to take care of everything, why won't God help. My mother is in an Alzheimer facility 25 miles from me and I don't get to see her because we can't afford the gas to go. Our church is on the verge of closing. Social services won't help. I have been trying for over 3 years to find work that won't interfere with my disability income. I tried MLMs and lost money, surveys on the internet, I made $3.00 after taking countless surveys because you go through this long drawn out process then they say you don't qualify for it for whatever reason. I keep my granddaughter because my son and daughter-in-law are barely getting by.
Please pray God will take mercy and pity on me and show me where to come up with this money today. In Jesus' name I pray, holding God to his promises that whatever we ask in Jesus' name the Father in heaven will grant.
Lord, my husband remembered another friend owes him $60 from July. If he can collect that we can put some gas in my car and buy a few groceries. If the person that owes us $50.00 would pay us at the same time we could pick up most of the deer meat we had processed.
Found out yesterday that my husband will get paid on Wednesday because payday is supposed to be Saturday and Thursday is Thanksgiving and they are out of work all next week which will affect his check he gets in December.
Please pray that the Lord will bless me today with the money to pay October and November bills because December bills are already coming in and everyone wants all 3 months payments. My husband's check will cover December basic bills and my small disability check, well we have to decide if we are going to eat, put gas in the car so my husband can get to work or buy his medication he has to have so he can work. The funeral bill from his father's death in April has got to be paid. We still haven't made that payment and what is so bad is that we were friends with them until they got nasty because we can't afford to make our payment. Everything is at repossession and disconnection point.
Why won't God help me? All these prayers I have put up and others on my behalf believing and telling myself that he will provide so I don't have to spend all my energy and thoughts on finding money to take care of everything, why won't God help. My mother is in an Alzheimer facility 25 miles from me and I don't get to see her because we can't afford the gas to go. Our church is on the verge of closing. Social services won't help. I have been trying for over 3 years to find work that won't interfere with my disability income. I tried MLMs and lost money, surveys on the internet, I made $3.00 after taking countless surveys because you go through this long drawn out process then they say you don't qualify for it for whatever reason. I keep my granddaughter because my son and daughter-in-law are barely getting by.
Please pray God will take mercy and pity on me and show me where to come up with this money today. In Jesus' name I pray, holding God to his promises that whatever we ask in Jesus' name the Father in heaven will grant.
