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Amanda
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Please pray for my family and I. There's just so much going on, and I don't know if I can handle it. My older brother was caught trespassing in the park in our neighborhood after hours. All he was doing was sitting on the swings with a friend. They really didn't do anything except stay there. But one of my neighbors called the police and now he has to go to court. For just sitting there he could get up to a year in prison and a $2500 fine. It's so hard on my family. My dad is mad, but he's trying to be supportive of my brother. My mom, on the other hand, won't even talk to my brother. She's sad all the time and worried about what this is going to do to his future. She won't even eat. And because she's so worried about my brother, she's sensitive and moody ALL THE TIME. I just went to college and I'm really homesick, but I try and talk to my mom and she's just a downer the whole time. We just got into an argument. I was talking to her on the phone and she asked me what I had for dinner and I said an egg salad sandwich and she was like, "Well that's not healthy." I can't even have a nice conversation with her. She's just insulting. And then she turns it around and makes me feel like crap by crying and hanging up the phone. And then when I try to call her and apologize for whatever it is that I did, she won't answer the phone. It's too much to have to worry about college and classes and making new friends while I have to worry about my family and home life. It's really horrible. I like, actually can't take it anymore. I don't even want to stay at college. I just want to get away from EVERYTHING.
