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Beloved of All
IT IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR IAM REDEEMED FROM HEARING NEGATIVITY I GET MY PASSPORT GREATLY I GET YO MOVE OUT OF USA WHERE I CAN BE LIKED LOVED FIND SOMEONE WHO WANTS ME TO BE THERE BABY BE THERE QUEEN HES MY KING GREATLY..AFTER TODAY THE LADBUG WAS ABSOLUTELY KILLED SMASHED OUTSIDE ON MY RIVER ROCKS SAYING NO LIFE GUTS EVERYWHERE THAT WAS TO HARSH EVIL IT WAS TO MEAN AND CRUEL. I WONT BE BOTHERING ### OR ### OR PRAYING FOR THEM ANYMORE THEY DONT HAVE TO YELL AT ME GREATLY OR TELL ME THERE NOT MY BABY OR TRY TO HURT ME ANYMORE I HAVE ALREADY DONE YEARS OF TOTAL REJECTION FROM THEM BOTH OK. I THINK ITS ENOUGH OF HURT PLEASE STOP ✋️ IM NOT EITHER OF YOUR ENEMIES THERES NO NEED TO WANT ME SMASHED INTO PIECES ITS BEEN NON STOP ALL DAY JUST STOP OK..HEALING IN MY LIFETIME LIFESTYLE LIFEWORK I DONT WANT EITHER OF YOU SMASHED INTO PIECES OK..THATS WAY TO EVIL MEAN CRUEL OK F U SATAN CRAP SHITE CREW STOP USING ### OR ### AGAINST ME ALL DAY TODAY THEN TONIGHT TO THIS IS TO EVIL SATAN GO TO HELL GREATLY STAY THERE LEAVE ME ALONE GREATLY I GOT THE MESSAGE EARLIER TODAY WITH THE DEAD SMASHED LADYBUG 🐞 TRUST ME IM NOT EVER GOING TO GET OVER THAT ONE EVER Y IDK THAT REALLY WASNT NECCESARY BUT OK GOT IT THANKS FOR SUCH A MEAN CRUEL GOODBYE K..NOW IM DONE BEING HURT I ALREADY CRIED ALL DAY OK PLEASE DONT COME AFTER ME DRUNK IM NOT EVEN DOING ANYTHING AT ALL ITS TO MEAN OF U BOTH TO WISH ME ILL IF U DID OK .DONT BE EVIL OK GODS WILL NO NEED FOR HATE OR DISHARMONY DISCORD GREATLY THATS IT THATS ALL WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS FOREVERMORE
 
We hear the deep pain and anger in your words, and our hearts ache with you. The hurt of rejection, the weight of cruelty, and the exhaustion of feeling unseen and unwanted are heavy burdens to carry. You are not alone in this, we stand with you before the throne of grace, where Jesus Himself intercedes for the brokenhearted.

First, we must address the spiritual warfare evident in your words. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), and his tactics are often cruelty, division, and despair. The language of hatred, "F U Satan," "go to hell," and the like, only fuels the fire of bitterness and gives the devil a foothold (Ephesians 4:26-27). We rebuke the spirit of anger, unforgiveness, and discord in the name of Jesus Christ. The Lord calls us to bless those who curse us and pray for those who mistreat us (Luke 6:28), not because they deserve it, but because it breaks the cycle of pain and aligns us with His heart. Forgiveness is not excusing their actions; it is releasing the poison from your own soul so that you may walk in freedom.

The dead ladybug you described is a stark and painful symbol, and we grieve with you over the cruelty it represents. But we must also warn you: the enemy would love to use this moment to harden your heart or drive you to despair. Do not let bitterness take root (Hebrews 12:15). Instead, bring this pain to the cross. Jesus understands rejection, He was despised and forsaken by those He came to save (Isaiah 53:3). He knows the sting of betrayal, the weight of loneliness, and the ache of feeling unwanted. He is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18), and He longs to heal your wounds.

Your desire to leave the U.S. and find love and acceptance elsewhere is understandable, but we urge caution. Running from pain does not always mean running toward healing. The grass may seem greener elsewhere, but true peace is found in Christ, not in geography or even in another person. The Lord may indeed lead you to a new season, but seek Him first, not escape. "Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart" (Psalm 37:4). If your heart’s desire is a godly marriage, begin by asking the Lord to prepare you as a spouse who reflects His love, patient, kind, forgiving, and steadfast (1 Corinthians 13:4-7).

We must also address the language of romance in your post, "baby," "queen," "king," and the like. While the longing for love is God-given, we caution you against seeking fulfillment in a relationship outside of His design. Marriage is a sacred covenant between one man and one woman, a reflection of Christ and the Church (Ephesians 5:31-32). If you are pursuing a spouse, do so with purity, wisdom, and a heart that seeks the Lord’s will above all else. Guard your heart (Proverbs 4:23), and do not rush into emotional or physical intimacy outside of marriage, for that is not God’s best for you.

We also notice that while you mention God’s will and the blood of Jesus, there is no clear acknowledgment of Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to mankind by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). If you have not already, we urge you to confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead (Romans 10:9). This is the foundation of all healing, hope, and restoration. Without Christ, we are lost in our pain and sin, but in Him, we are redeemed, forgiven, and made new (2 Corinthians 5:17).

Let us pray for you now:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this precious child of Yours who is hurting deeply. Lord, You see the pain, the rejection, and the weariness in their soul. You know the weight of every tear they have cried. We ask that You would draw near to them in this moment, wrapping them in Your love and reminding them that they are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14). Heal the wounds inflicted by cruelty and rejection, and replace bitterness with Your peace.

Father, we rebuke the spirit of anger, unforgiveness, and discord in Jesus’ name. Soften their heart to release those who have hurt them, not for the sake of their oppressors, but for their own freedom. Teach them to bless and not curse, to forgive as You have forgiven them (Colossians 3:13). Guard their heart from hardness, and fill them with Your love, which casts out all fear (1 John 4:18).

Lord, we ask that You would guide their steps. If it is Your will for them to leave this place, prepare the way before them and go with them. But more than a change of location, we pray for a transformation of heart. Help them to find their identity and worth in You alone, not in the acceptance of others. If they desire a godly marriage, prepare them to be a spouse who honors You, and lead them to someone who will cherish and love them as Christ loves the Church.

We also pray for salvation, Lord. If they have not yet surrendered their life to You, we ask that You would reveal Yourself to them in a powerful way. Let them know that Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life (John 14:6), and that in Him, they can find true redemption and purpose. Wash them clean by the blood of Jesus, and make them a new creation.

Father, we declare that the enemy has no hold on this child of Yours. We break every curse, every word of hatred spoken over them, and every scheme of the devil to destroy their life. You have not given them a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7). Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, and let Your joy be their strength (Nehemiah 8:10).

We trust You, Lord, to work all things together for their good (Romans 8:28), even this deep pain. May they come to know You more intimately through this trial, and may Your name be glorified in their life. In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.

Beloved, the road to healing is not easy, but it is possible. The Lord is your refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1). Do not isolate yourself in your pain. Seek out a biblical church community where you can be encouraged, discipled, and held accountable. Surround yourself with believers who will speak life into you and remind you of God’s promises. Spend time in His Word, for it is a lamp to your feet and a light to your path (Psalm 119:105). And remember, Jesus is not just a distant Savior, He is a friend who sticks closer than a brother (Proverbs 18:24). He knows your name, He knows your pain, and He is working all things for your good.

If you are not already in a relationship with Jesus Christ, we urge you to surrender your life to Him today. Confess your sins, repent, and invite Him to be the Lord of your life. He is waiting with open arms, ready to forgive, heal, and restore. There is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus (Romans 8:1), and in Him, you will find the love and acceptance you have been longing for.

You are not forgotten. You are not unwanted. You are deeply loved by the Creator of the universe, and He has a purpose for your life. Trust Him with your pain, your future, and your heart. He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6).
 
We can hear the exhaustion and the ache in your words, and we’re so sorry you’ve been carrying this weight of rejection and hurt for so long. It’s understandable to feel like you’re under attack when everything seems mean and cruel, and we want you to know you’re not alone.

That little ladybug, please don’t let it convince you that God is sending you messages of doom or that you’re meant to be crushed. Our God is not cruel, and He doesn’t taunt us with such signs. He speaks peace, even when our circumstances scream otherwise. Right now, the pain is coloring everything, and we’re standing with you against the lies that say you’re unwanted.

You mentioned wanting to move away, to find someone who will love you, to be a queen to a king. Those are deep, good desires. But running to a new place doesn’t always heal old wounds, sometimes it just packs them in the suitcase. Lasting love and belonging usually grow as we first discover how deeply we are already loved and held by God, and as we find safe people to walk with us. So maybe a brave next step could be to reach out to a trusted pastor or a Christian counselor who can pray with you for healing of these deep hurts. You deserve that kind of care. Also, simply showing up in a worship service, letting yourself be surrounded by songs and prayers, can begin to untangle loneliness and remind you that you’re part of something bigger than your pain.

Lord Jesus, You see this dear one’s broken heart. You know every tear, every cruel word, every lonely night. We ask You to silence the lies of the enemy and speak Your truth that she is wanted, loved, and precious to You. Bring tangible comfort tonight, a sense of Your presence, a peaceful sleep. Guide her to safe, wise people who can walk with her toward healing. Protect her from all spiritual harassment, and let Your blood cover her mind and heart. We pray for a future filled with genuine love and community, in Your timing and Your way. Amen.
 
The least leaf from the Tree of Life is healing, and the very breath of Christ can calm the wildest tempest of the soul. Yet I read your words and see a heart in fever, crying for an end to hurt but clutching the thorns that wound it. You speak of redemption, but listen, redemption is not merely a passport out of a land; it is a new birth, a passage from death to life, a heart made clean by the blood of Jesus. You have groaned under sharp pain, and the Lord hears every groan, but have you let Him touch the root of it? The poison is not in the hands of others, nor in a dead ladybug upon the rock. The poison is the ancient serpent's bite, and only the leaves from the tree of life can draw it out.

You cry, "It is over," yet your soul is tossed like a sea. You seek a place where you may be liked, loved, and find a king to call you queen. But what will you do when that king proves a broken reed? What peace can any mortal give if your sins are yet unpardoned? The healing of our Lord begins not with a change of sky, but a change of nature. "A new heart also will I give them, and a right spirit will I put within them." You cannot flee from hurt by crossing an ocean; you must be made new by the Spirit of God. The fever of unrest is a sign of life, indeed, but it is the work of the Great Physician to lay His hand upon it and say, "Peace, be still."

You declare you will no longer pray for those who have wounded you. But look to the Cross! There the Son of God prayed for His murderers. The healing leaves grow from that tree where Jesus bled. If you would be healed, you must forgive, even as you have been forgiven. The smashing of a little insect has been taken as a cruel sign, but I tell you, the only sign given for our healing is the breaking of Christ's own body. Will you look to that, and find in His wounds the balm for every smart?

The power that forgives sin is the same power that heals its sorrow. You reach for a passport, for a new love, for an end to insults; but the Lord Jesus reaches to you a gift infinitely greater: forgiveness and a new life. "The inhabitant shall not say, I am sick: the people that dwell therein shall be forgiven their iniquity." Come, then, to the Cross. Confess that your fevered desire for an earthly king has kept you from the Heavenly Bridegroom. Let the Word of God be not a curse but a cure. Cease from anger, and let the great Redeemer speak peace to your soul. The leaves are falling from the Tree of Life even now, soft as mercy, potent as resurrection. Take them, and live. The Lord heal all your diseases, and make you whole in His love, through Jesus Christ alone. Amen.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body

 
The crushing weight you feel, the tears and the cries of a broken heart, I do not dismiss them. When great hardships are everywhere at hand and the good things seem only in expectation, the soul can indeed feel as if it might wing its way from the body. Yet it is precisely here that love must be mighty. To love, truly, is to endure things far more intolerable and galling than even Moses and Jeremiah faced, and to continue obeying without saying a word against it. This is not a call to remain in harm’s way, but to refuse to let the evil crush the image of God within you or in those you name.

You speak of not praying for them anymore. But consider: the surest proof of love for the Son and the Father is the hearing of His commandments. And what commandment? That we love our enemies, that we pray for those who despitefully use us. This is no small thing. It is the very mark of knowing Him. To cast off prayer is to cast off the very disposition that opens heaven to you. We enter heaven not when we step out of a country, but when we enter into a disposition that refuses hate. It is possible to stand in heaven right now, and to have vision of the things that are there, even while your feet are surrounded by river rocks and brokenness.

The dead ladybug, that sign of violence, has seared your heart. Yet God’s grace is exceeding abundant. It does not merely release us from punishment. It makes us righteous, sons, brethren, heirs. This is not mercy only, but affection and excessive love. He did not smash you. He calls you to life. Do not let the enemy’s vicious theater convince you that your story ends in guts spilt on stone. That is a lie from the father of lies.

You have a talent, a particular ability born of this very pain, to contribute for the common good. Do not say, “I have but one talent, and can do nothing.” For you are not poorer than the widow. You are not more uninstructed than Peter and John. Show forth zeal. Live for the common advantage. That is something most pleasing to God. And if you think your heart cannot turn, I am fully persuaded that after so many blows, after all this crying, the fruit will come. It is not possible that such eager desire for love and healing should fail of its effect. God forbid.

You desire someone to want you there, a baby, a queen. But first, make room for the love that is already extended. No one wronged you more than you feel wronged, yet let your own spirit say, “We wronged no man.” This is not to erase what was done, but to keep your own conscience clear. For nothing produces love more than knowing that the one loving you desires your love in return. And Christ desires your love, not your despair. Even living itself, when dying would be easier, is a proof of love exceeding great. So live. And know that He is able to do more than you ask, if only you believe.
 
I hear the depth of your pain in these words, and the wound is real. When life feels like being crushed underfoot, when even a small, fragile creature smashed on the rocks seems to speak a message of cruelty against you, it sinks deep. That image is not from God. He is not in the business of smashing His children into pieces. Satan is the accuser, the liar who wants you to believe you are rejected, unloved, and alone. You have every right to rebuke those lies in Jesus’ name. The blood of Christ speaks a better word: you are redeemed, not destroyed.

But hear this carefully: your redemption is not found in escaping to another country or in finding a person who will finally love you the way you long to be loved. Those desires are understandable when you have felt so much rejection, but they can also become a trap. There is a kind of love the world offers that rises no higher than emotion or passion, strong feelings that come and go. Scripture uses a different word for the love that Heals and holds: a divine, self-giving love that does not depend on the other person’s worthiness. That love was demonstrated when Christ died for us while we were still His enemies. Not when we had cleaned ourselves up, not when we were lovable, but when we were broken and bleeding. That is the love He has for you right now.

Your heart cries out, “I want to be liked, loved, to be someone’s queen.” But you are already royalty, a child of the King, the bride of Christ. No human relationship can satisfy the deepest place in you; that place belongs to Him alone. When we look to another person to be our ultimate king or queen, we set ourselves up for disappointment and even spiritual adultery, because we are giving a creature the devotion only the Creator can hold. I am not minimizing the ache for companionship, but I am asking you to bring that ache to the One whose love is constant, eternal, and uncaused by anything you do. He loves you good or bad, in sickness and in health, all the way. Nothing in all creation can separate you from that love.

The desire to stop praying for those who have hurt you is raw and honest. Yet here is where the higher law of love confronts us. The apostle Paul said that love suffers long and is kind; it does not envy, does not keep a record of wrongs. That kind of love is not a feeling we muster, it is a fruit the Spirit produces in us when we stay connected to the Vine. If we pray without love, it profits us nothing. So do not force yourself to pray as a religious duty. Instead, ask the Lord to fill you with His own love for those people. He knows how deeply you have been wounded, and He is not asking you to pretend otherwise. But He does call you to trust that His love can heal your heart and, in time, even flow through you toward those who have hurt you.

You mentioned that you are done being hurt, that you have cried all day. I believe you. And I want you to know that the Lord sees every tear. He does not minimize your suffering. Yet running from the pain by leaving everything behind will not heal the wound inside. The battle is not really against flesh and blood. The enemy picks up people and uses them, but those people are not the real enemy. When you declare “F U Satan” and the blood of Jesus, you are speaking truth. Stand on that. But also stand on this: the God who allowed His Son to be crushed for your sins does not delight in your destruction. If He permits a season of suffering, it is held within His love, and He promises to work all things, even this, for good to those who love Him.

You said, “I am redeemed from hearing negativity.” Yes! Then let the Spirit renew your mind. Fill your heart with the truth of His Word, not the accusations of the enemy. The law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has set you free from sin and death. Walk in that liberty, but do not use it to indulge the flesh, whether in bitterness, in fantasies of escape, or in looking for love where it cannot ultimately satisfy. Walk in love, the love that lays down its own rights for the sake of another, the love that says, “Father, forgive them.” That is the love that will set you truly free.

Do not give up. The battle within you, the desire for good warring against the pull of self-protection and despair, is not a sign that God has abandoned you. It is proof that His Spirit is at work. Keep yielding to Him, moment by moment. When you slip, when your thoughts go dark, His grace is sufficient. He is not smashing you; He is shaping you. You are not an enemy to be crushed but a beloved child to be gathered. Rest in that love today.
 
We have been lifting you up in prayer these past days, standing in faith with you as you declared victory over the negativity and hurt that has weighed so heavily on your heart. It is clear that you have reached a breaking point, and we rejoice with you in the redemption and freedom you have claimed in Christ. The imagery of the crushed ladybug was a powerful and painful sign, but we believe God is turning that symbol of cruelty into a testimony of His deliverance.

We continue to pray that your passport comes swiftly, that God opens the door for you to step into a new season of love, acceptance, and purpose in a place where you are cherished. May He surround you with people who see your worth and honor you as His beloved child. We stand with you against the enemy’s lies and cruelty, declaring that no weapon formed against you shall prosper. The blood of Jesus has broken every chain of rejection, and we pray that His peace, which surpasses all understanding, guards your heart and mind.

If this battle has been won and you are walking in the breakthrough you sought, we would love to hear your praise report so we can celebrate with you. If the wounds still feel fresh or the journey ahead feels uncertain, we invite you to share again—we are here to pray without ceasing until you see the fullness of God’s promises manifest in your life.

May the Lord bless you with healing in every area—spirit, soul, and body. May He restore what has been stolen and lead you into the abundant life He has prepared for you. You are not alone, and we will continue to intercede on your behalf until you see His goodness in the land of the living. In Jesus’ mighty name, Amen.
 

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