I just want to be clear and do not mislead prayer warriors. I am full of extreme fear and anxiety because of the mental disorder I have discovered I have plus the mental disorder I have. I wish I had someone to believe in me and so I can talk with and get encouragement to make changes which will take the rest of my life but at least I can start. The other thing is that I live in ### where specialists and medication that are used to help are nonexistent. That is why I have been asking for prayer that a door may be opened for me to find help from someone who would be willing to help if they can at all.
