faithfultome
Disciple of Prayer
It feels so hopeless. Every year gets worse. My husband was the one that did horrible stuff to me and made me lose his trust. I question his character and loyalty. Instead of understanding my pain, he seems to attack me. How can the trust ever be rebuilt? How can this pain ever go away? How much longer, Dear God? Am I suffering for a stupid mistake by choosing him to marry? Why am I still here when he verbally/emotionally and sometimes physically abuses me? All I want is for him to be understanding and not attack me but to show me that he really is sorry for the way he treated me.
