fozzy
Prayer Partner
is there enough prayers in the world to help me? because sometimes I honestly feel like there isn't. Cycle after cycle, defeat after defeat, discouragement after discouragement and all I ever wanted was to be who God created me to be for his glory. Time and again I hear the good Christian answer being spoken to me, and quite honestly it isn't enough. Lately I've questioned if I've truly been converted because when I seem to take two steps forward, I'm shown the wickedness of my heart and taken 3 steps back. I feel my heart turning away from God and yet I know deep down that isn't what I want. I wish I could rise higher and I wish I could be totally consecrated to the Lord in holiness.
