Life as a Christian has its ups and downs. I feel like today I have failed God in some ways. I feel like I have been attacked by Satan. I always want to be on guard and protect my Christianity but sometimes fail and fall short. Has anyone else felt that way? It's a daily thing with me. As I get older.... a husband and parent.... I want my life to be PERFECT. Not earthly perfect but GODLY PERFECT. Am I trying too hard? Is there such a thing as trying too hard? I don't want to use excuses when I make mistakes and make the wrong decisions...the Bible says that "the flesh is weak..." Well, I don't want to use this Scripture as an excuse for my wrong doings. To be a Christian, I want to be just like CHRIST!!! I am not Christ, I am just a man. But I know that through Christ I can be lifted up and be blessed!

