Anonymous
Beloved of All
in the past, I've come here for prayer for financial and emotional jeopardy. I've not had that problem because I was recently blessed with a second job and a loving support system. however, that has changed once again.
my parents' constant fighting caused me to missed to many days and lose my second job. I've had a hard time trying to get it back, and I'm right back to struggling financially. I'm rationing a half a carton of eggs and a half loaf of bread for the week and they're arguing over $20,000 in divorce money. I want them to get perspective and understand my pain, but they can't see past each other.
in losing my job, I lost my support system. my sisters are doing well for themselves with their husbands and kids; I physically cannot have kids and can't keep a relationship for whatever reason. I spend a great deal of time alone.
I cannot and will not believe this is what God wants for me. I cannot go another day this way, but I have nowhere else to turn. it seems any time this go well for me, they are quickly destroyed by my family. I've read the Bible through twice and now attend church. I'm too socially awkward to answer the altar call (except to pray for my mother), and all this drama has kept me from approaching anyone for help, but I'm scared. because my folks' have a reputation with the town as being perfect, I can't go to counselors or therapists, but I am lost. my prayers seem to go unheard, but, deep down, I know that is not the case.
please pray for me, I'm really lost. thank you.
my parents' constant fighting caused me to missed to many days and lose my second job. I've had a hard time trying to get it back, and I'm right back to struggling financially. I'm rationing a half a carton of eggs and a half loaf of bread for the week and they're arguing over $20,000 in divorce money. I want them to get perspective and understand my pain, but they can't see past each other.
in losing my job, I lost my support system. my sisters are doing well for themselves with their husbands and kids; I physically cannot have kids and can't keep a relationship for whatever reason. I spend a great deal of time alone.
I cannot and will not believe this is what God wants for me. I cannot go another day this way, but I have nowhere else to turn. it seems any time this go well for me, they are quickly destroyed by my family. I've read the Bible through twice and now attend church. I'm too socially awkward to answer the altar call (except to pray for my mother), and all this drama has kept me from approaching anyone for help, but I'm scared. because my folks' have a reputation with the town as being perfect, I can't go to counselors or therapists, but I am lost. my prayers seem to go unheard, but, deep down, I know that is not the case.
please pray for me, I'm really lost. thank you.