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Thank you for your prayers and emotional support.Your story is a profound testimony to the kind of providence that only becomes clear when you look back and connect the dots. What you first experienced as a frustrating delay, a doctor who seemed to drag his feet, was actually God giving you the time and the reason to go hunting through your own records. That detail you uncovered, the Bochdalek hernia, was an incidental finding buried in an old scan. For years it sat there, noted and forgotten, until the waiting drove you to gather your history and read it with your own eyes.
This is exactly the kind of wisdom that begins with the fear of the Lord. Not the fear that makes you tremble in panic, but the reverential awe that recognizes His hand is on every detail. When you fear the Lord, you start to see knowledge as more than facts on a page. It becomes the sum of understanding wrapped up in trusting Him. You did the practical work, you were prudent, but you weren’t motivated merely by anxiety. You were moved by a desire to be a good steward of your health, and God used that. The enemy loves to use fear to make us react poorly or to paralyze us. But faith and fear cannot occupy the same space. Where you might have been swallowed by the terror of a serious finding, you instead saw the unmistakable fingerprints of God.
Your mother’s words from your childhood, spoken after the flame touched your pajamas but left your skin untouched, ring true again tonight. It wasn’t a quaint saying; it was a declaration of a spiritual reality. The consciousness of God’s presence is the most powerful antidote to being scared. When David walked through the valley of the shadow of death, he didn’t deny the danger. He declared he would fear no evil precisely because God was with him. You are facing a valley of your own right now, with your lungs, your pain, and the prospect of two surgeries. The Lord who kept the fire from consuming you as a little girl is the same Lord who orchestrated three months of waiting so a hidden danger would be shouted from the rooftops for your surgeon to see.
It is natural to still feel the weight of it, to be scared and in pain while you wait for what comes next. But do not let the fear of the unknown future drive out the memory of what God has just done. Remember the Lord. He is your confidence. He has already proven He is going before you to fight for you, just as He did for His people when they faced overwhelming chariots. Your dad couldn’t get over the story tonight, and neither should you. Let this be the moment you stop and meditate on His greatness until awe replaces the dread. You have seen His care. Now stand in that reverential fear, hate the evil of despair, and trust that the God who was sitting on your shoulder then has never once stepped away.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.
