risenphoenix08
Disciple of Prayer
So I am in a place of transition and I am thankful because I could be in a previous place of darkness so I am definitely grateful that I am making progress, its just really difficult right now emotionally. Being patient is not easy and fear creeps in occassionally. I am just ready for my breakthrough, I mean I know it's coming but I wish it would hurry. I just got a job and I start Monday and its definitely not a job that earns the income that I need to sustain myself and thrive but it is indeed a stepping stone as it is much better than not having an income at all but the truth of the matter is that I need much more to live an abundant life an to be self sufficient again. My clothing has holes, the few items that I have, that is. I have two pairs of shoes that are not the best by far. I feel bad complaining because I know that I am in a better position than a lot of people in this world but just being honest with myself I am not in a place of happiness or even contentment. I don't have a place of my own to call home, or a vehicle, my quality of life is very low. I'm unable to care for myself well, hardly at all. I am happy to have access to some one else's computer to even leave this request but I want my own computer and my own home to put it in. I just need a major miracle. Please pray for me. I think having my own car will open up doors for me to have access to better and more employment. I just don't know what to do. Please pray!