brokenheart81
Humble Prayer Warrior
God, I pray that you forgive me for my sins. I have turned to drinking to numb the pain I feel for the loss of my wife and children. I know it is a sin God, but I am weak and in pain. It has been five months since my wife left our home. In that time I have not stopped praying. I have sought your guidance through prayer and reading the Bible. I have read just about every article on the internet dealing with marriage restoration. I have hoped against hope. I have had times where I went weeks trying to do every good deed I could possibly imagine. I have forgiven anyone who has ever wronged me. I have asked for forgiveness for anyone I have ever wronged. I continue to seek you in everything I do. God, I feel like you have told me in so many ways not to give up on my marriage but I have only watched the blessing of a wonderful family crumble around me as I look to you. God, your word says you hate divorce. If that is so why do my children still suffer? Why must my son have to live his life with a mother that and I quote "hates" his father. I may not have always been perfect God, but I was always faithful to my wife. I was never abusive towards her or my children: physically, mentally, or emotionally. I did everything I know to show them all every day how much I loved them. God, I have always believed in you and I had thanked you many times for my wife and children. You showed me that I did not put you first in my life but you are now. I spend more time with you than anyone. You have shown me where I failed as a husband, but God why will you not bring my family home so I can use what you have taught me.
God, I pray that my wife seeks you and the truth. I pray that you soften her heart so that she may see the true love I have for her and our kids. I know you work in your own time, but my wife has already filed for divorce. She has already gotten herself a new home. God, if I only knew what you wanted from me I would do anything. Please Lord, guide me so that I may align my will with your own. Strengthen me so that I can get through this. Grant me wisdom so I may understand why my family must go through this difficult time. God, I know I cannot save my marriage. Only you can. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
God, I pray that my wife seeks you and the truth. I pray that you soften her heart so that she may see the true love I have for her and our kids. I know you work in your own time, but my wife has already filed for divorce. She has already gotten herself a new home. God, if I only knew what you wanted from me I would do anything. Please Lord, guide me so that I may align my will with your own. Strengthen me so that I can get through this. Grant me wisdom so I may understand why my family must go through this difficult time. God, I know I cannot save my marriage. Only you can. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
