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Mariaa
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Hello everyone,
I am sincerely requesting prayer as my family and me are in financial straits. My husband lost his jobe a week before Thanksgiving last year, and needless to say it was a shock to the both of us since we had no indication it was coming. We have been looking for work to no avail, and if that wasn't bad enough, most of our bills are very late. The one that concerns me is the one that keeps the roof above our heads, and we are currently 17 days late. I am sick with worry, probably hald the time walking in a depressed stupor. I am heart broken because I feel like we're close but never close enough. I can't understand why god allows all the turmoil, and I just want peace from this demon, this viscious cycle we can't seem to get away from. I pray for financial blessing that will allow us to pay all our bills, I pray for revelation, that what ever it is that we still fall short on god will help us to see it. I can't stand feeling like I missed the boat.....again. I am at a very low place, but still hoping that god wil come through like he has so many times before. I am scared, and trying not to be selfish when I know that the rest of the world is going through the same things if not worst....but it is hard...I am so sorry, but it is soooo hard to do!
I am sincerely requesting prayer as my family and me are in financial straits. My husband lost his jobe a week before Thanksgiving last year, and needless to say it was a shock to the both of us since we had no indication it was coming. We have been looking for work to no avail, and if that wasn't bad enough, most of our bills are very late. The one that concerns me is the one that keeps the roof above our heads, and we are currently 17 days late. I am sick with worry, probably hald the time walking in a depressed stupor. I am heart broken because I feel like we're close but never close enough. I can't understand why god allows all the turmoil, and I just want peace from this demon, this viscious cycle we can't seem to get away from. I pray for financial blessing that will allow us to pay all our bills, I pray for revelation, that what ever it is that we still fall short on god will help us to see it. I can't stand feeling like I missed the boat.....again. I am at a very low place, but still hoping that god wil come through like he has so many times before. I am scared, and trying not to be selfish when I know that the rest of the world is going through the same things if not worst....but it is hard...I am so sorry, but it is soooo hard to do!
