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cinwick818
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I feel like I am struggling more than ever in my relationship with my husband. Again, the alcohol has become more than a problem...last week I waas so verbally abused that I haven't spoke to my husband since last Thursday - that is the longest time in 20 years of our marriage. I feel alone and so sad. I have given my entire life to this family, and to be told I am not doing my job as a stay at home mom - because one of my girls failed her math class - that was more than I can take. I know in my heart that it was the alcohol speaking - but they say that alcohol is sometimes a "truth serum"...that people say what they are really feeling when they are drinking..maybe this is true. I am considering leaving my marriage - and although I've been home with the 4 kids - since the oldest was born, my options are limited to what I can do....I just need a little encouragement to make it through. I hate to be one who gives up - who thinks that everything cannot be fixed, but this time - while being SO verbally abused, I may have taken the final blow. Please pray for me to make it. God bless each one of you! Dear Lord, I need you in my heart now more than ever. Thank you - Amen!
