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blindwillsee
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I have a few issues I am dealing with at the moment. I have had a string of really bad employers the last six months and have had three different jobs. I am once again unemployed for about a month now looking for a job. I prayed six months ago for God to put me into a position to do his will and be able to support myself and my family. I realize God does things in strange and mysterious ways and I have complete faith in his plan. I did learn some things about people and myself in these last six months and have still been able to support myself and my family somehow but it hasn't been without stress. I pray that I find good stable employment in a good positive environment in which I can thrive and be happy very soon.
The other issue I have battled for the last couple of years and it doesn't help while being unemployed is dealing with gambling. I go to the casinos to get the extra cash they offer me in the mail, but it is nearly impossible for me to stop once I start betting. I pray to God that I can stop but somehow I always end up betting it is like being in some sort of trance, it is very hard to explain unless you are a problem gambler. When I am not at the casino I see how stupid it really is and even when I am at the casino I see how stupid it is. I think perhaps it is way of self punishment or even self destruction. I pray to God I can overcome this force that has taken hold of me and is slowly destroying me. Thank you all for prayers of support for me. God bless you all. We are in troubled times all over the world and we all need to be supportive of each other. I pray for all of you that are crying out to God, may he grant you peace and prosperity and guide you to do his will. Amen!
The other issue I have battled for the last couple of years and it doesn't help while being unemployed is dealing with gambling. I go to the casinos to get the extra cash they offer me in the mail, but it is nearly impossible for me to stop once I start betting. I pray to God that I can stop but somehow I always end up betting it is like being in some sort of trance, it is very hard to explain unless you are a problem gambler. When I am not at the casino I see how stupid it really is and even when I am at the casino I see how stupid it is. I think perhaps it is way of self punishment or even self destruction. I pray to God I can overcome this force that has taken hold of me and is slowly destroying me. Thank you all for prayers of support for me. God bless you all. We are in troubled times all over the world and we all need to be supportive of each other. I pray for all of you that are crying out to God, may he grant you peace and prosperity and guide you to do his will. Amen!
