dbcguy
Disciple of Prayer
I'm 38 yrs old, will turn 39 in Dec, anyways my professional life is currently good. I've gotten a job at a fast food restaurant. But I want my personal life to improve, been single for 2 yrs after 5 yrs of marriage. I'm a caregiver for a mom 61 who smokes, on oxygen, uses a walker, has diabetes and arthritis. I'd like her to be around longer, but my fear is she could die at any time. I'm an only child, I do not get along with her family, and I don't know my dad's side well enough. I last saw my dad when I was 8 or 9, talked to him on the phone 4 yrs ago. I'm a great guy who's been misunderstood by a lot of people. I love women but I'm shy towards them in person. Men get hurt by women too, yet I hope there will be one woman there for me who'll be mutually attracted to me as I am to her. I feel alone like I do everything and get little help, I love working out at the gym, joy and stress reliever. I do have faith and belief as well.
