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Lord please take away these desires that I have and give them to someone else. Please lord I no longer want to hold them. My heart is breaking it is not ment for me to have them. Please take them away. I am supposed to be alone because you want me to be and I'll never understand why. Lord why wasn't I ever allowed to have a friend growing why was I always left alone and hurt. And rejected. Why couldn't I have other kids to talk to and to play with. I couldn't have a friend then so I don't want one now. It's way to late for that. Growing up in child hood alone never knowing what that's like to have a friend is bad . But iv lived and I'll live longer with out friends the rest of my life. I'll forever be alone. Thank you for taking these desires away I don't want them again I no longer wish to have a friend since it's not ment to be. I'll learn to live with the hurt. In Jesus name amen.
