I miss the days where I had it together, working and supporting my family. Days when I could call on family and friends for anything—those days are long gone, and I'm not sure if I'll ever see those days again. I'm starting to lose hope. I feel like all I will ever know is struggle. I don't partake in negative things; I try to stay away from negative people. I know God sees this. I hope one day He will help me to be where I need to be in life.
