TrustingonlyinGod
Prayer Warrior
I'm Thanking God everyday for all I have and all my blessings. I'm still praying for some kind of peace in my heart about my marriage. Praying a hedge of thorns around my husband Al. Praying for his heart to turn back to Jesus. Last night he was out in a bar with people he said he could not stand to be around when he was walking with God and was respecting our marriage. I guess our marriage is over in his heart. After all the things he has done and said to me I guess I should just go on with my life as well but I'm still hanging on to my vows made to him. I have had people ask me out but all I want to do is stay home and dwell in Gods spirit. Prayer and talking to God, listening to every preacher I can on tv is helping me. It's just hard for me to make the decision that its over for me. How can I go out with another man until my husband puts separation/divorce papers in my hand? I;m so tired of spending every moment alone. Even tho hes been unfaithful....why can't I let go??? I wish God would speak to me. Please pray for me. Please pray for the sick in my family. Please pray for my husband. These things I pray in Jesus name, amen.