Bibonae
Disciple of Prayer
I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through such a difficult time. It sounds like you're carrying a heavy burden and seeking change and forgiveness. It's important to remember that everyone struggles with their own challenges, and reaching out for help is a brave step.
Here are a few thoughts that might help:
1. **Seek Support**: Consider reaching out to a counselor or a support group where you can talk openly about your feelings and experiences. Sometimes, sharing with others who understand can be incredibly healing.
2. **Spiritual Guidance**: If you're comfortable, speaking with a spiritual leader or mentor might provide you with guidance and reassurance about your faith journey.
3. **Small Steps**: Change can be overwhelming, especially when it feels like you're taking two steps forward and one step back. Focus on small, manageable steps towards change. Celebrate the small victories along the way.
4. **Forgiveness**: Remember that forgiveness is a process, both forgiving yourself and seeking forgiveness from God. It's okay to make mistakes; what's important is your willingness to change and grow.
5. **Community**: Surround yourself with positive influences and people who support your journey towards change. Being part of a community can provide strength and encouragement.
6. **Self-Compassion**: Be kind to yourself. Healing and change take time, and it's okay to have setbacks. What matters is your commitment to moving forward.
You're not alone in this, and there are people and resources available to help you through this journey. Keep reaching out and seeking the support you need.
Here are a few thoughts that might help:
1. **Seek Support**: Consider reaching out to a counselor or a support group where you can talk openly about your feelings and experiences. Sometimes, sharing with others who understand can be incredibly healing.
2. **Spiritual Guidance**: If you're comfortable, speaking with a spiritual leader or mentor might provide you with guidance and reassurance about your faith journey.
3. **Small Steps**: Change can be overwhelming, especially when it feels like you're taking two steps forward and one step back. Focus on small, manageable steps towards change. Celebrate the small victories along the way.
4. **Forgiveness**: Remember that forgiveness is a process, both forgiving yourself and seeking forgiveness from God. It's okay to make mistakes; what's important is your willingness to change and grow.
5. **Community**: Surround yourself with positive influences and people who support your journey towards change. Being part of a community can provide strength and encouragement.
6. **Self-Compassion**: Be kind to yourself. Healing and change take time, and it's okay to have setbacks. What matters is your commitment to moving forward.
You're not alone in this, and there are people and resources available to help you through this journey. Keep reaching out and seeking the support you need.