I'm sorry to hear that you're going through this.

[Fleyisla]

only God Himself knows for sure but I would think that the Lord is chastizing u for killing previous babies by not allowing u to ever get pregnant again...I would suggest u try fostering or adopting a child that would be ur only recourse remember too ur sins have been paid for in full by Jesus and as long as u repent of ur sins ur seat at the marriage feast is still reserved for u God bless u and may His face shine upon u ijna

Amen

I have prayed for you and your prayer request in Jesus name Amen~God bless you

Amen

 

[Fleyisla]

I am praying you will heal from your past. Our Lord, will send you a child when he knows that you are truly ready. (Mentally & Physically & Emotionally) Pray for PEACE for yourself. Amen

Amen

 

[Hymnion]

I had many abortions before but I have tried for more than five years for a child in vain. Two servants of God told me it's because of those abortions without even telling them. They said they could hear the cries of the babies. Pls help me

I do not believe God would punish you in this way. If they knew of something without them being told by you or someone else, they are being told by demons who are the devil's workers. These people are not serving God. I have seen the work of the enemy in my own home and on video. I went to see "servants" like this. It is not the God of Jacob they serve.

God loves you very much and it says in the Bible He sees your pain. I will recommend Psalm 31 to you. It gave me hope in a dark place. I will also recommend Psalm 34. Here is some of those Scriptures:

From Psalm 34:
The eyes of the Lord are on the righteous,
and his ears are attentive to their cry;
16 but the face of the Lord is against those who do evil,
to blot out their name from the earth.

17 The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them;
he delivers them from all their troubles.
18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

19 The righteous person may have many troubles,
but the Lord delivers him from them all;
20 he protects all his bones,
not one of them will be broken.

21 Evil will slay the wicked;
the foes of the righteous will be condemned.
22 The Lord will rescue his servants;
no one who takes refuge in him will be condemned.

Though you may need to repent from the abortions (it seems likely you already have, in which case there is no record before God of it and He has forgotten it; there is no condemnation of you for this sin, which it is in fact), these people have done you harm. They have condemned you. Condemnation after asking God's forgiveness is from the devil. He wants you to remember your past and all the bad things you have done. I struggle with this too. The only thing that helps is TRUTH. I want you to know the truth about all these lies and the liars that tell them. Once you are forgiven the sin is gone forever. Jesus was the perfect sacrifice and the sin is destroyed. It is like if it was carved in a wood or written on a piece of paper and it was burned and turned to white ash. Once you burn it, it has been permanently destroyed. Also: the ash turns white. You are white as snow as you have been washed in the blood of the Lamb.

Be wary of these people. Do not listen to them. They are most likely twisting sound doctrine and making the gospel something it's not ON TOP of condemning you. God bless you, sister.

 

[Hymnion]

I do not believe God would punish you in this way. If they knew of something without them being told by you or someone else, they are being told by demons who are the devil's workers. These people are not serving God. I have seen the work of the enemy in my own home and on video. I went to see "servants" like this. It is not the God of Jacob they serve.

God loves you very much and it says in the Bible He sees your pain. I will recommend Psalm 31 to you. It gave me hope in a dark place. I will also recommend Psalm 34. Here is some of those Scriptures:

From Psalm 34:
The eyes of the Lord are on the righteous,
and his ears are attentive to their cry;
16 but the face of the Lord is against those who do evil,
to blot out their name from the earth.

17 The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them;
he delivers them from all their troubles.
18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

19 The righteous person may have many troubles,
but the Lord delivers him from them all;
20 he protects all his bones,
not one of them will be broken.

21 Evil will slay the wicked;
the foes of the righteous will be condemned.
22 The Lord will rescue his servants;
no one who takes refuge in him will be condemned.

Though you may need to repent from the abortions (it seems likely you already have, in which case there is no record before God of it and He has forgotten it; there is no condemnation of you for this sin, which it is in fact), these people have done you harm. They have condemned you. Condemnation after asking God's forgiveness is from the devil. He wants you to remember your past and all the bad things you have done. I struggle with this too. The only thing that helps is TRUTH. I want you to know the truth about all these lies and the liars that tell them. Once you are forgiven the sin is gone forever. Jesus was the perfect sacrifice and the sin is destroyed. It is like if it was carved in a wood or written on a piece of paper and it was burned and turned to white ash. Once you burn it, it has been permanently destroyed. Also: the ash turns white. You are white as snow as you have been washed in the blood of the Lamb.

Be wary of these people. Do not listen to them. They are most likely twisting sound doctrine and making the gospel something it's not ON TOP of condemning you. God bless you, sister.

Forgot what anyone tells you if it is not the truth. You do not need to pay anything. The full price is paid. Catholics are given penance. That is a work. We know works fall short and Jesus is the bridge between us and our heavenly Father. Why would you try and add the piece that was too short to a bridge that is enough? Do not be deceived. If you asked forgiveness, for a sin, you do not need to repent unless you do it again. And you haven't. God bless you, sister. As a fellow believer, I love you and I feel for you. Because of this love I have from God, I must correct false things. I want you to be free. Do not let mere men take away what you know to be true.

 

[Hymnion]

Jesus loves you and He went to the cross to pay for your sins and for the sins of the whole world and He rose from the grave to prove His love so that He can live in our hearts and help us to fulfill His perfect plan for our lives. Those precious babies of yours are in heaven and I know Jesus forgives each and everyone of us perfectly and He is so very merciful so we will pray today believing He may bless you and your husband with a beautiful little baby that is healthy and happy and filled with many wonderful talents including having a heart to always love and serve the Lord in Jesus Holy Name. Amen. May you be blessed and live from this moment on for Jesus.

Amen may they be blessed according to God's good and perfect will.

 

[Fleyisla]

I do not believe God would punish you in this way. If they knew of something without them being told by you or someone else, they are being told by demons who are the devil's workers. These people are not serving God. I have seen the work of the enemy in my own home and on video. I went to see "servants" like this. It is not the God of Jacob they serve.

God loves you very much and it says in the Bible He sees your pain. I will recommend Psalm 31 to you. It gave me hope in a dark place. I will also recommend Psalm 34. Here is some of those Scriptures:

From Psalm 34:
The eyes of the Lord are on the righteous,
and his ears are attentive to their cry;
16 but the face of the Lord is against those who do evil,
to blot out their name from the earth.

17 The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them;
he delivers them from all their troubles.
18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

19 The righteous person may have many troubles,
but the Lord delivers him from them all;
20 he protects all his bones,
not one of them will be broken.

21 Evil will slay the wicked;
the foes of the righteous will be condemned.
22 The Lord will rescue his servants;
no one who takes refuge in him will be condemned.

Though you may need to repent from the abortions (it seems likely you already have, in which case there is no record before God of it and He has forgotten it; there is no condemnation of you for this sin, which it is in fact), these people have done you harm. They have condemned you. Condemnation after asking God's forgiveness is from the devil. He wants you to remember your past and all the bad things you have done. I struggle with this too. The only thing that helps is TRUTH. I want you to know the truth about all these lies and the liars that tell them. Once you are forgiven the sin is gone forever. Jesus was the perfect sacrifice and the sin is destroyed. It is like if it was carved in a wood or written on a piece of paper and it was burned and turned to white ash. Once you burn it, it has been permanently destroyed. Also: the ash turns white. You are white as snow as you have been washed in the blood of the Lamb.

Be wary of these people. Do not listen to them. They are most likely twisting sound doctrine and making the gospel something it's not ON TOP of condemning you. God bless you, sister.

Amen and thank you so much

 

[Fleyisla]

Forgot what anyone tells you if it is not the truth. You do not need to pay anything. The full price is paid. Catholics are given penance. That is a work. We know works fall short and Jesus is the bridge between us and our heavenly Father. Why would you try and add the piece that was too short to a bridge that is enough? Do not be deceived. If you asked forgiveness, for a sin, you do not need to repent unless you do it again. And you haven't. God bless you, ###. As a fellow believer, I love you and I feel for you. Because of this love I have from God, I must correct false things. I want you to be free. Do not let mere men take away what you know to be true.

Amen to this. I repented and God knows how sorry ### am.

 

[Hymnion]

God may be leading you to adopt/foster, but it is not as a punishment for abortion. If you have been forgiven, your slate is wiped clean and God does not remember them. “I, I am he who blots out vyour transgressions for my own sake, and I will not remember your sins." Isaiah 43:25 ESV

If you are forgiven, you are counted as righteous, which means that in the Bible it mentions righteous people it's talking about you. When the Bible says God hears the cries of the righteous, that means He hears you when you cry out to Him.
Righteousness is not some standard of never sinning in your life ever. That is an impossible standard that mankind in its fallen state cannot reach. That's why Jesus had to come and be the perfect sacrifice for our sins. It is living a life as a Godly person. You are going to fail and mess up at times, yes, but you can always go back to God and say "Dear Lord, I know you love me and you died for my sins, and I know if I confess my sins you are faithful and just to cleanse me of all unrighteousness because You told me that in Your Word; well I came to confess [the sin] because I know I messed up and I what I did was wrong." You don't have to say all that or even word it the same way, but just hold onto the truth and go to God as a sinner seeking His forgiveness, because He loves you very much and really wants to give it to you.

 

[Hymnion]

Amen and thank you so much

You're welcome. God bless you, I am coming out of a very dark place myself and I need to reread what I wrote you. It struck my heart and I got emotional writing some of this stuff. I believe God wanted me to hear it as much as you. You learn teaching is the best way to learn, or so they say. I never want anybody to believe something that's not true. I don't care what the lie is. "Bending the truth," "a little fib," it's all the same in God's eyes. Deception. I don't believe in white lies. That can be just as harmful as a lie told for the purpose of harming. A lie is a lie.

As for your prayer life, maybe instead of telling God you did wrong or asking Him to take a punishment away (which we already know you're not being punished) maybe you need to talk to God about how you feel. Maybe you have hurt about this and you blame yourself. God forgives us but we don't always forgive ourselves. I need to forgive myself. That's darkness and evil right there; they want you to hate yourself or have something against yourself. We need to let go of our pasts. (This is getting a little hard to write because it's hitting me in this one place in my heart I haven't healed yet. I need to forgive myself.) Maybe God's just saying to wait. I do recall that you have been waiting 5 years though.

Now, I don't know you but I did pray for you. I'll try and narrow this down to one point: God doesn't want you to hurt over this. Yes, life will be full of suffering but the sins of the past are all gone. I pray for His will. He knows you want a child and if it's in His will, you will have the children you desire. It may not be a child you birth, maybe it will be a foster or you won't always have them, (this is a stretch--maybe you'll just shower love onto other people kids and help raise them up right, which you can do for the time being) but if it's in His will you will have a child.

From Psalm 37:
3 Trust in the Lord and do good;
dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.
4 Take delight in the Lord,
and he will give you the desires of your heart.

5 Commit your way to the Lord;
trust in him and he will do this:
6 He will make your righteous reward shine like the dawn,
your vindication like the noonday sun.

 

[Fleyisla]

God may be leading you to adopt/foster, but it is not as a punishment for abortion. If you have been forgiven, your slate is wiped clean and God does not remember them. “I, I am he who blots out vyour transgressions for my own sake, and I will not remember your sins." Isaiah 43:25 ESV

If you are forgiven, you are counted as righteous, which means that in the Bible it mentions righteous people it's talking about you. When the Bible says God hears the cries of the righteous, that means He hears you when you cry out to Him.
Righteousness is not some standard of never sinning in your life ever. That is an impossible standard that mankind in its fallen state an never reach. That's why Jesus had to come and be the perfect sacrifice for our sins. It is living a life as a Godly person. You are going to fail and mess up at times, yes, but you can always go back to God and say "Dear Lord, I know you love me and you died for my sins, and I know if I confess my sins you are faithful and just to cleanse me of all unrighteousness because You told me that in Your Word; well I came to confess [the sin] because I know I messed up and I what I did was wrong." You don't have to say all that or even word it the same way, but just hold onto the truth and go to God as a sinner seeking His forgiveness, because He loves you very much and really wants to give it to you.

Amen