Joseph Nardine
Humble Prayer Partner
I have been in a living hell for almost 15 years of AIDS, SCABIES, ACID REFLUX Disease, LIPID DYSTROPHY and many false prophecies about movement of God that I no longer trust Christians, especially born again Christians, who use absolutely no discernment of God in my miserable life. I don't believe them anymore when they speak about miracles for me. I foolishly went off the medications many years ago and almost died "believing for a miracle to be rid of AIDS". It never happened; I wish I was dead. I pray God calls my number soon; I can't take any more lies about miracles or bad advice Jesus's people give about eating and exercising for nothing. I eat only one meal a day now because I gain weight rapidly because of the AIDS medications; it's doing me no good. I was saved in 2007-2008 A.D. But, it has been nothing but a living hell. I want to die. I beg God to let me come and live with him since I KNOW for a fact that I most certainly have been denied his life and life more abundantly. I don't want any deedless, prayerless words of soulish, demonic spirit prayers that many other Christians have prayed in the past; it did me no good. I constantly beg God to either heal me or kill me but no more in between. Because there was just nothing, just nothing on earth for my life in so-called miracles.
